Needed somewhere to vent and so here's my first post. :/
WARNING: FULL PERSONAL RANTING
Suddenly ing depressed at everything. I wanna escape reality for a while. How can I do so? #stressasateen
like a emo only. like so sad and wanna cry myself to sleep. no mood to do anything. thinking about what will happen in the future (like tmr) and what i'm gonna do about it. i wanna get away from every single thing on my mind right now.
normally i come to aff to escape for a while but now, i dont feel like doing anything at all, i just wanna go some where where there is no one else, nothing to think about, to stress over. a peaceful place without any worries.
i think its because i din have enough sleep for the past few months ever since i started working. i like my job. i really do, just that i would love it if i din have assignments on my mind all the time. its just like what i am studying right now, i love it, just that it would be better if there isn't a need to meet deadlines a few times a month.
i'm left with 2 months more brfore i graduate with my diploma. i just hope and pray that i can go through these remaining weeks healthily. i have a cough that has been haunting me for more than a month now.
like i always tell my whiny guy friend, my personal logo is: SUFFER NOW, ENJOY LATER. i feel like Later is so near yet so far to go through. the suffering is so intense.
i swear just now, while looking at Hyukkie's face on my desktop wallpaper, i was thinking:
I feel like giving up kpop right now.
then i thought:
how am i gonna stop thinking about hyukjae and super junior? lol! who are you kidding girl?
haixxxx~~~
alright im done ranting. thank you for reading, that is if you are ((:
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