I've already started writing 2 fics~ both for the same contest~ both unfinished because I lost interest in them quickly T_T

I go like "Ooohh~! I have an idea"  Write for a few minutes to an hour and then "I don't feel like it anymore."  and opens a new blank document again X_X

Writing is supposed to relieve me from stress but now, it's giving me stress.  This is not good @____@

Perhaps, I should lay off from contests for a while except for the two contests where my name is already written as one of contestants~ 

On the brighter note, I love Secret's Talk That.  I couldn't stop replaying the song.  I was surprised at how Zinger was very pretty in the music video.  I've never really liked her much before but I found her prettiest in this MV~ a tie with Jieun for once since I've always found Jieun to be the prettiest though my bias is Hyosung because I like the way she dances but I don't seem to like her dance break much in this song.  Perhaps my mind will change when I see it live.

Gonna look for some nice fics to read and de~stress myself~

Edit:  I think I now know why I can't write anything properly.  There's a lot of negative energy at home right now.  If it's going to be just this way, I wish I was in the office instead.  At least I would be productive doing work and earning money while getting stressed there -_- 

When I say negative energy, it's my mom being angry at me even if it's not directed at me, the negative energy still spreads anyway which puts me in a bad mood as well, so I can't write anything properly.