So hi there. I'm really awkward with opening statements even Hellos. So recently, my life has been like a never ending rollercoaster. For example; my cousin becoming a because she thinks her whole family hates her and the world revolves around her. Also, the unexpected phone calls at 12 at night telling me multiple family members are dead. Oh fantastic. Also forgot to mention my best friend bragging about her love life like I'm happy and all for her, and because I'm a genuine friend I put up with it, but its getting to an extent where I want to say, "SHUT UP, I KNOW, YOU TOLD ME YESTERDAY, AND THE DAY BEFORE THAT, AND THE DAY BEFORE THAT... DID YOU NOTICE THAT I DONT GIVE A ." But I know I'll never say that, because she's my best friend and I love her to bits. But with her bragging all the time, I kinda feel forever alone. Its a wonderful feeling. BACK TO MY SAD DEPRESSO LIFE~ But what gets me most is that no body actually really gives a genuine . Like you have those typical people that say "You okay? I'm here for you. You can tell me." Seriously, you're just asking me to look nice and caring, but you're just doing it to pass time... In total honesty, I'd rather brag (share my feelings) with a bunch of randoms on AFF, because they actually are nice. I could be the ugliest person in the universe that even the sun would cringe at my presence, but lovely people on AFF would be like, "Please, you're so beautiful, its the inside that counts." This is why I love you guys. On another note, I've recently read something heartbreaking. My heart literally shattered. (Not like it already wasn't.) But this girl, she's dying of cancer, and she got her friend to write a blog for her to tell her subscribers. http://www.asianfanfics.com/blog/view/369717.... Please read this. I don't care if you don't read my blog, but please, take two minutes to read this...