A bit about me.....And a bit lot of SHINee/Onew

 

 

OH MY FEELS. It's been theeeeee longest time since i've watched my babies and oh my goshers. I forget how much they can make my tummy get the jitters. x//)) My golly.. I.. I just felt like crying after watching their recent videos. OTL I MISS THEM OH SO BAD. I want to see them live. x''D

OKAY. I'm just lying down on my bed and i'm like "HRM, let's watch SHINee, it's been forever since i'm getting all caught up in EXO.."

So there I go. Searching for SHINee vids that i've never seen.

BAM. BOOM! KAPOW. 

/Slapped

I come over a video of the boys tearing up after watching a vcr of themselves at how far they've come to. Believe me, I cried with them. TT~TT

I just love how they sing from the heart. My feels.♥ Anyways, watching the video made my heart sank. TT-TT But.. they put so much effort into everything. Gah. I just... Can't explain.

Onew - Jonghyun - Taemin - Minho (hugging Jonghyun) - Key

They all cried. But Minho, like the man he is, kept to himself and didn't show as much. Same with Taemin.

[ I have no clue how to insert a video so here's the link x''3 My noob-self still doesn't know how to run AFF properly. x'') ]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w9RfJpxAJ3Q

The name I loved - SHINee's Onew

I kept watching this over..and over.. OVER, OVER OVER AND OVER AGAIN. 

Then I finally stopped. Because I was gross sobbing and bawling my eyes out. 

So I stopped.

Then I had to watch something happier.. Or at least tried to.

So instead I watched videos of Lay dancing with SHINee when he was still  pre-debuting...But that made me feel sad. Well, not sad but made my insides turn of happiness. :') TO SEE AND KNOW HOW FAR LAY HAS GOTTEN. My goodness. I'm just so emotional tonight. >///<

Then I tried to watch another video to cheer me up. And it worked. :')

I watched silly EXO members do silly things. x)♥ EXOtic. :') But forever a SHAWOL!

 

[ Here's the video that cheered me up! ]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dq1TyAAxfWg

 

And may I add in, all the videos that I watched.. My God. ONEW WAS JUST HEAVENLY. He is just the cutest boy on earth. :'3 A cute tokki and so much more! GAAAAH. I have plenty of images to show you people of him. He is gorgeous. Amazing. And talented.

 

My friend once said to me: What if Onew is sweet in front of the camera but a total mean and cold person? 

My answer: I might be one of those girls who will think "So what? Maybe I can get him to soften up" just like in those dramas. xD

Then she fake karate chopped my head. LOL "GET BACK TO YOUR SENSE." 

Onew is my Onew. ._.v I can't stop that. Lawl

How I can only fanasize. /Sighs/ good enough for me! X)

 

I WANT TO BECOME A SINGER. Even if it means starting at..no where. >O< I'll start on Youtube and earn my way up! I will get there! I will do my hardest! I will try my very very best.

I'm a bit on the "thick" side. And i'm not very talented. But my motivation is SHINDONG from Super Junior. X) We share multiple things. :B

BUT. SHINee is my very first inspiration. Mhm. I will look up to them no matter what. :'')))

 

I sound like a crazy girl. Like a sasaeng fan. xD Geeesh. If only I lived in Korea. :'B

 

Okay. I feel better. Much better now. :') Support SHINee and EXO and Super Junior and SNSD and etc. xD
They truly deserve it. c': ♥

 

Going to make a crazy blog of Onew pics. x)) WOOHOO! \O/