Sometimes,

I dont feel like voting to any of the rookies because I've been thinking of the other rookies that arent nominated. :/

I thought I would be selfish tho'. 

Hm....

Voting is a part of supporting the boys but,

I feel bad for the other rookie boybands.

I want to support them too. :(

Why oh why.

Am I beeing too kind or just over thinking?

Idk...

the other rookie boybands must've been feeling disappointed coz they didnt make it.

Perhaps, they might wont even make it for the other awards too.

Haishh.

I feel bad..

and I'm sorry to the Exotic Fandom that I didnt voted much for EXO-K.

Yep,

I voted them I think not less than a week?

I think so...

Imma bad fan. :(

Otteokajo? 

Perhaps,

I just need to pray and watch which group win?

Hahah.. that's... unrealistic?

hurmm..

By the way,

CONGRATULATIONS TO BOTH EXO AND B.A.P. FOR WINNING AWARDS AT MAMA2012.

At least both the group won, fair enough. :) Mnet is aware of the fanwars lol. 

and for..

BUSKER BUSKER, MAN, YOU GUYS ARE AWESOMEE!!! CONGRATES!!!

and for Exotics,

please do remind that we're used to be humble and playful, ignoring the hurtful comments on our boys.

We're friends of the other fandoms.

I know not all of us created the fanwars, some of us... hm.

I really miss the carefree Exotics. :'/ 

*sigh*

Sometimes, people are thinking too much of their own feelings that they forget others have feelings too and they would be hurt. 

I've been hesitating what I wanted to say from the blog post before this and this one.

Why?

Because I'm afraid I might hurt any Babys, any Exotics or maybe...any fandoms of the other rookie boybands...

I once did and said things before thinking and it ruined my friendship with this one guy, we were bestfriends and we were so close.

and then we fought. we didnt talk for a year!

thankfully, we've apologized to each other but things dont go back to normal.

we're like strangers now... ._.

and it just all because of my mistake,

doing and saying things without even thinkin' of the circumstances, others' feelings. :/

and I really hope,

THERE WILL BE NO FANWARS NEXT YEAR BETWEEN THE FUTURE ROOKIE BOYBANDS PLEASE. 

thank youu....

- b y u n a h r i n