I'll just post my emotions today. Because I can't contain them that much. I'm so happy at the same time, I am sad. 

Why?

I'm happy because FINALLY! JYJ wons over their lawsuit over SMEnt. I'm happy that they are now free from SME and they can go back to MuBank, Inkig.., Other entertainment shows and so on. They already have their freedom and they can now show the whole S.Korea and SME that they can still stand with their own feet with out them. Without those stupid contracts. Without having those harsh time to make them famous. 

But at the same time, I'm sad. 

Because, well, first of all. I started being a cassie at the year 2010. That time, JYJ and the SME lawsuit thinggy was on. Well, I've known them way back 2009 because of my best friend. But then I'm still not into KPOP that time. I'm just an simple Otaku back then. When I started watching their videos (Music Videos) I started to like them, because of their beautiful voices. The blend was there. And the shivering feeling when you got to listen to their acapellas. Those are the most 'awesome' thing ever. And I still shiver when I listen to their acapella songs. And now that the legal battle is now ended. 

No more 5 gods that will sing on one stage. 

And I won't get the chance to see them on one stage again. As 5. That's my only wish in my life. To see them as 5 once again, before I die or what so. 

Maybe they can see each other again, go have some bonding time again, because for 3 years and 4 months(? not sure with the months, but yeah) they didn't have any connection to each other. I know they missed each other, but their schedules and the lawsuit just made a big wall for them. But now that the wall was totally vanished, they can see each other again. 

I'm not mad at it nor made me a stan or what. I'm just sad. But still I'm an OT5 of them. And I'll still support them as 5 no matter what. I'll always keep my faith for them. I'll be a stronger cassie for them! 

But then, I'll just miss to see them sing as 5 with their old songs. Really. :'( 

Anyway, I hope no one will hate me because of this. I'm just sad and all. And I just want to release it. 

Hope you guys didn't hate me, especially for my co-cassies out there that sees this. I'm just sad. That's all. :'( But I'm really happy for JYJ. Really. I am. :D

So sorry for the drama and all. :') Heehee. Have a great day everyone! :)