Hey,

This blog post is not going to be something lively or whatsoever, but you can say it's emotional...?

Does anybody feel like you don't belong anywhere? 

like you feel out of place everywhere?

like you look as if you've everything in your life, but actually you don't?

you feel as empty as a shell,

you feel as hopeless as a victim of a kidnapper,

you feel very lonely,

you feel that no one finds you interesting to be with unlike the social butterflies in your school,

you feel that you're not important any of your friends?

well, I am one.

I went to my school's prom night today, and my good friends didn't come with me. 

I do have other classmates to interact with but we are just aquaintances,

so I felt kinda sad that no one actually talked to me.

it's not only today, but back when I was still attending school,

i didn't have many friends either.

I just want to have a good friend who's willing to stay by my side,

I actually want to mean something to someone. Like important.

And so far, I haven't got any friend that I can really have talks about the matters of the heart.

I just don't know. 

And while I was walking home just now, I looked up at the night sky, 

there were two stars.

I made a wish to one of the stars, 

wishing for a better change in my life soon.

I hope it will come true.