The day is gradually shortening and I'm so effin nervous. I really am not backing out. Just so nervous!!!! So I'm changing the date I'm moving. It's going to be this Friday instead. I'm like frolicking about and clueless how I'm going to get all my stuff out of the house with out them noticing my room bein empty. November 30th is that guy's (step dad) birthday and what other better present for him is me moving out? Does that make sense??? Well, nothing beats a better way to announce some good/bad news (depends how they take it) on someone's birthday??? That may be a lil ed up but I'm giving them two days to process my news. And readjust to living at home without me. And they also tried to plan a cruise during New Years with me. Tried telling them I dnt want to go and guess what that bastard said to me. "Shut up. You are going and don't talk back." The nerve. What until I tell him to STFU wen I'm talking on Friday you ! He is so rude and inconsiderate. He makes me get out of my room (I live downstairs) go up the stairs and get him a damn drink when he is already in the damn kitchen playing video games! How childish and lazy. U C how he treats me?! Like a damn maid. And I can't say anything without him telling me to shut up or sayin such rude things about me.