Was your sweetness and the gifts that you gave me just for show? So that you'll have your precious amusement even if it's just for a few minutes? I can't believe that there really is a human being that's so evil. And to think that you got me believing for a moment. I feel so dirty and used and sad. Really really sad. People say that it was all just a joke, for a show, for your amusement. And I believe them, really. And you're not going to tell me yet? And I have to find it out from other people? That's sick. Really really sick.

I'm hurting and I can't get myself to avoid you. It's really hard. Was I happy to finally have someone...... damn was I wrong.

I am not an amusement park.