I have, in all seriousness, fallen even deeper in love with Joon. Not because of something he did. Noooooo. It's because of something he didn't do.

My love (of loves) has not been showing up in any of my Joon stalkings online. I might be losing my touch for finding yummy pictures and funny videos and just cute moments every where (and considering that my mom won't pay for the Korean package for our TV I am officially cut off from Korean tv with no hope at all), but I never give up. So today I happened to stumble across a pocket of photos for Joonie on the internet and I have been dying.

I don't know if it's love or lust but either way, Lee Joon incites feelings I never feel anymore. I am quite happy.

Therefore I'm going to start planning a kidnapping scheme in which I not only kidnap and transport Joon to my front door but also do the same with Onew, Kikwang, Eli, Donghae, Eunhyuk, and Kyuhyun. Maybe throw Junhyung and T.O.P. into the mix, but I don't think I'd be able to handle them. They scare me in the most pleasurable way. I mean T.O.P.'s eyes alone say: "Don't mess with me . I'd tear that up in more ways than one."

(Warning: I AM NOT SERIOUS ABOUT KIDNAPPING THEM. I WANT TO BUT I KNOW IT'S ILLEGAL!! Plus, Joon can (will) marry me of his own decision.)

Okay, maybe it's the hormones talking but I have an excuse. I'm an emotional (obviously hormonal) 18 year old teenager, with no outlet except reading/(ocassionally) writing. As satisfying as it is to read/write and finish something in the catagory, it still leaves quite ually frustrated. I don't see how those stylist haven't jumped at least one of them (that we know of....).

Yes, so that is my rant for the day. I'm still frustrated with my lack of Joon in my physical (not virtual) life but I'll cope. Somehow.

One last thing:

Lee Mothering Joon FTW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!