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AFF Username: sakuramimi

 

Character Info

 

Full Name: Lee Jaeyoon

 

Nickname: LJ

 

Gender: Female

 

DOB: May 24th 1990 

 

Age: 22

 

Place of Birth: Östersund, Sweden

 

Ethnicity: Full Korean.

 

Languages: Korean, English.

 

Appearance: 1 2 3 4 5

 

Ulzzang Name: Su Kyung.

 

Height: 171cm.

 

Personality: 

 

             Jaeyoon's personality is not what you would expect from first glance. The reason? She quite happily conceals her true self under a façade of fake happiness. Jaeyoon's outer 'shell' is a bright and happy girl that likes nothing better than to have fun with friends as much as possible - but that's only so she can try to drown out the past. Around her friends and other people, she's always smiling, and she's rarely ever sad in front of people.

             However, behind the façade she has, she's usually not as bubbly as is shown upfront. When she's away from people, she'll stay by herself and dwell on the past. Often it brings tears, but having had experience and a lot of practice, she's extremely good at quickly stopping herself from tears and faking a different emotion to the one she was previously feeling if the previous one was negative. She's often bugged by the friends she has now about certain things, but she never speaks a word of her childhood - the one thing that upsets her more than anything. Jaeyoon is the type of girl who will immediately leave a group of people, or even one person if she feels she's going to cry. She dreads being a burden on other people, and also making people worry about her.

             Jaeyoon is highly OCD. Everything has to be in order or she will not be able to stand it. She also is a complete perfectionist, which posed problems in her past life. If something is not done to the utmost perfect standard, she will be annoyed with herself for failing.

             She is quite insecure due to aspects of her childhood. The front she puts up against others to prevent them worrying or feeling sorry for her is rarely ever gone. Most of her time is spent either with her good friends, or writing lyrics and practicing her vocals, and a little bit of dance. Despite her inner emotions, nothing stops her from singing and dancing with eveyrthing she has. Ever since she was a little girl, being an idol was the dream. She would see other famous idols on TV, and start dancing and singing along with them. And nothing has changed. She still likes to get up and dance along to whatever idol song is playing. It helps her feel better if she's been thinking too much.

             Jaeyoon is a people person. Even with her own issues, she's still all for helping others. She was labelled the Agony Aunt by her friends because they always came to her for advice, and her 'words of wisdom' as they put it were helpful in every situation. She enjoys helping her friends, because she doesn't like to see them miserable.

             Even though she often is quite depressed, she still knows how to have fun, even without the façade. When her true self is having fun, it's only ever been with her two best friends, and they believe that's the only time it ever will, unless Jaeyoon found a boyfriend. She's able to have a laugh and a generally great time with her best friends, but it's only ever them, as they are the only two people in the world she trusts with her life. Often, their fun consists of hours of video games on the xbox or their laptops. Games like Call of Duty or World of Warcraft are her favourites. Even if she doesn't look the type, nor seem it from her real personality, she really loves her games.

             Overall, Jaeyoon has two sides to her - the fake side, and the genuine side. She has her good times and her bad times, she's OCD, but despite all that, she still knows how to have fun with her friends. 

 

Instruments: Guitar, piano, flute.

 

Hobbies: 

 

  • Singing.
  • Dancing.
  • Songwriting.
  • Photography.
  • Watching anime.
  • Reading novels/graphic novels.
  • Sleeping.
  • Playing video games.
  • Listening to music.

 

Likes: 

  • ​Rain
  • Nature
  • Photography
  • Panic! at the Disco
  • Strawberries
  • Icing
  • Manga & anime
  • Harry Potter

 

Dislikes: 

 

  • Mushrooms [allergy]
  • Sad movies
  • Death
  • Bad hair days.
  • People worrying.
  • Her friends being upset.
  • Awkward conversations.

 

Habits:

  •  Playing with clothing when nervous.
  • the icing off a cupcake before eating the cupcake itself.
  • Chewing her lip when nervous also.

 

Tattoos/piercing: 

- Tattoo of a flower on her left ankle

 

Siblings: None

 

Family past: 

 

              Jaeyoon was born on May 24th 1990 in Östersund, Sweden. Her parents were living there at the time, and had not expected to have a child. Nevertheless, Jaeyoon was loved. Her mother treasured her, and her father adored her. The happy family moved back to Busan, Jaeyoon's parents' hometown, when Jaeyoon was just one year old. There, she grew well with her mother and father's guidance, and the loving care of other family members, like her grandparents, and her aunts and uncles. 

             The problems began shortly after her 7th birthday. Not long after the celebration of that day, Jaeyoon's mother fell severely ill. Complaining of head pains, and other nasty symptoms, Jaeyoon's father took her to the hospital to be examined. There, she was diagnosed - she had a cancerous tumor pressing against her skull. And there was nothing the doctors could do. The tumor had grown too big to be removed without permanent brain damage, and possible death. They told her she had a few months left to live. Jaeyoon did not hear of this. She continued life as per usual. Her mother continued to be sick, whilst her father kept on telling her that it would go away soon. But as time passed, and months had gone by without any sign of recovery from her mother, Jaeyoon grew suspicious. Even at the age of 7, she could fully comprehend that her mother was not going to get better.

             Jaeyoon's mother always called her by the nickname of LJ - combining the first letter of her last name, L and the first letter of her first name, J. Jaeyoon loved hearing her mother say it, and soon her father started too. However, when the name was called in such a hoarse and sick voice one day, it wasn't such a pleasure anymore. Jaeyoon had been left alone with her mother one Saturday afternoon whilst her father had gone out to do some shopping. Her mother had called her into the room. Jaeyoon prayed for it not to be what she thought it was. But by the paleness of her mother's face, and the weakness of her limbs as she raised a hand in Jaeyoon's direction once she'd entered the room, she knew. It was time. Silently, she walked over to the bedside, and took her mother's shaking hand in her own quivering one. She was smiling, she same beautiful smile Jaeyoon had always remembered, but without the brightness it used to give. She squeezed Jaeyoon's hand, and whispered her final words into her ear - "I love you Jaeyoon. I know you'll make me proud." With that, she was gone. Jaeyoon fell to the ground in tears as her father walked in. Noticing what had just happened within an instant, he cradled Jaeyoon softly in his arms. This was Jaeyoon's first traumatic experience.

             A few years later, Jaeyoon was now 13 years of age. Her father had been coping a lot worse than she could ever have imagined. He was constantly short on money, and loaning from the loan sharks, who were at the house more than not nowadays. Jaeyoon lived on as a seemingly emotionless child now, almost doll-like. She missed her mother's presence in the house. At school, she was bullied by other girls. They about wearing glasses, and having no mother. Quite a difference in the topic. It was then that she started cutting herself. It started as only a little, but as the bullies continued, so did the cutting. Her father never knew. And never found out, as one day, after a particularly vicious day of bullying at school, Jaeyoon came home to find him hanging from the ceiling. Traumatic experience #2.

             Jaeyoon lived with her grandparents until she entered high school - Seoul Performing Arts High School. The bullies were there too, but so were her two newfound best friends. The bullies wouldn't stop teasing her about having no parents now. They had dropped the glasses lark as soon as Jaeyoon got contact lenses. Jaeyoon's cutting became worse. Her arms were covered in scars, and the pain was almost unbearable, but in a way, it felt better. The cutting slowed to a halt as she continued through high school. Bullies were dealt with, her best friends were there to coax her out of it. She finally felt happier than usual. With her best friends Lizzy and Jonghyun, she was ready to take on the world, and become the idol of her dreams. She would make her mother proud. 

 

Relationship Info

 

Love Interest: Jung Yonghwa.

 

Rival: Ailee - They have a friendly rivalry due to vocal ability.

 

Best Friend(s): Lizzy [After School], Jonghyun [CNBlue]

 

Friends: After School, CN Blue, Bae Suzy(Miss A)

 

Stage Info

 

Stage Name : LJ

 

Group: Andromeda

 

Years trained: 9 years by herself, 2 years with J&J Ent. 

 

Position: Main/Lead Vocal & Sub Dancer.

 

Persona: The Enigmatic Angel

 

Singing Voice: click! click!

 

Dancing: click! click!

 

Rapping: click!

 

Anything else you wanna add?

I hope you like her x3 Also I hope I didn't make her too depressing :3 Hwaiting! ^^

 

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