i cried my heart out.

i tried to fight back.

but you refuse to help me up. 

were over now.

and i know i can't have you back..

but why do i keep loving you too much 

when everything falls apart???

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jheiihyun is heartbroken.

i thought we can work it out.

but hell no. 

we couldn't cause he finally find someone better than i am.

i promise myself i won't cry.

coz i've known all of this since then.

but since i loved him too much, i didn't bother to make it a big deal.

but the often i neglect it, the more he hurts me.

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i am not as strong as i picture myself to be.

i am also a person who'll cry when hurt.

who'll weep when broken.

a person who is being fooled around.

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so this day is full of tears.

knowing that heechul (my 2nd bias in super junior) will be inlisting in the army on sept 1.

seeing that effin' jongho kiss (wahh big deal much?)

then knowing your long time boyfriend cheated on you this past three stressful months with one of your so called friends.

sheezzz..

i hate this day!

i hate him ..

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and most of all i hate myself being like this.

i shouldn't drown myself in this damn grief.

tomorrow is another day!

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again,sorry for this rants.

i don't know where and to whom i'll throw my pain and angst.. :(
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Jheiihyu's current status : "HEARTBROKEN :("