heartbroken

I broke up with my fiance last night

T.T

At first I was really angry

because I really felt that he didn't love me but then...

I got depressed

and because I got depressed I wanted to throw something or hit something

and then my fiance and I talked and he started to cry... and I wanted to cry too

but I couldn't cause I was still angry

and we started yelling at each other and I felt really bad

the ending wasn't want I wanted....

I really wanted him to prove to me that he loves me... that he would fight for me...

but I haven't been a good person to him or for him... I've made him hurt a lot...

I just want him to know that he can find a better girl

a girl that won't make him so upset, angry, mad, nor cry

this is my wish for him... and if he can't find a girl that can do all of that... I'll still be waiting in the same place I left him

(Wahh someone cheer me up!)

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nikki-mariee_97 #1 Nov 27, 2012 20:07:53

Ps: I didnt know you were going to get married... mianhe...*shame face*

nikki-mariee_97 #2 Nov 27, 2012 20:07:06

Unnie im sorry for being so absent this days/months whatever!! what i meant is that i really hope you're ok and that i wish you can be happy, oh God i feel bad for writing this late. But i think you need some cheering up!! I know i dont know anything about it and neither we dont even know each other like we're best friends since babies something like that, but if you posted it means you need someone to talk to so leave me a message if you're ok or not...i promise that at least tomorrow ill be there for you, I really hope your break up had some plot twist within this week. :)