well... thi's my 1st post about my life. hell yeah.

okay, for 2 years i still waiting for a guy. Yeah, my bestfriend. Gosh.. this is sooooo heartbreaking

long time ago when i still in high school actually 2nd grade ehem i didn't realize bout my feeling... yet.  Actually, that time I have Sammy, my boyfriend.

Okay, I'm not cheating. My relationship with sammy continued until early 2011. Because, I love him so damn much. I couldn;t even thinking straight that i already atrrached with Mr. P(don't you dare to think about y thing kk~).

Well.... Sammy didn't attend school that i used to be. So, we rarely saw each other. Nad yes, because me and mr. P attended a same school and fortunately we always sit with each other. Gosh....

In this period (2nd grade) a girl really really aggresive to get him. So yeah, he & this girl being in relationship until this day.

And thanks to my pure innocent think.... I helped him to get her. Yeah, I give him advice that he should bla bla bla. Curse on me!!

when they started their relationship I don't care... yeah, I have Sammy back then.

Time goes on.... and i felt jealous whe he did skinship with her. Really.

I break up with Sammy because I can't lie about my feeling. I can;t hurt him. He really love me, so do I. but... thats different

yeah, I wait for mr. P until rn. really.

I LOVE YOU SO DAMN MUCH! CAN YOU SEE ME AS WOMAN? CAN'T YOU? DON'T SEE ME AS YOUR BESTFRIEND!

I NEED YOUR HUG, I NEED YOUR LOVE! I CAN'T........... P. PLEASE

I LOVE YOU.