and YEEEEEES. The FIRST FIRST ENTRY. hehehe.

UGGHH guise... I'm feeling so.. frustated... and somehow guilty.

Let me tell you why ^_^. I'm studing arquitecture and It's been almost a year since I started the college and I'm on my second cycle. The first cycle was awesome, ok? It was difficult, but I made it well. But now, on my 2nd cycle, I'm so ED UP. I'm almost finishing it and I don't think that I will make it. With all the work they left me i just... I felt so suffocated, that I left everything... I started to skip classes... not making my homework... and now I passed the limit of two courses and now I'll not make the final exam.

I already talked to my mom, and, oh gawd... she was so devasted and embarrassed. She already told me to change my career to industrial engineering. And also me, I feel so ashamed of myself Because... on my mom's eyes, I was her perfect daughter, and in  front of my brother and sister's also... and.. They just had so high expectatives about me. I already flunked language because I'm not good with letters... no... I just hate them. Me and language is a 'NO-NO'.

I.. UGHHHH IDK WHAT TO DO. and I don't know how I will tell my father that I'll change of career... well... If I decide to change it, and there's the problem. I don't know if change it or not!

someone heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp meeeeeeeeeeeh pleaseeeee.