i don't even know anymore..
[ please don't read if you're tired of hearing .. ]
Oh dear Lord, seriously, I can't explain this feeling I'm feeling orz.
So, I'm like on facebook and my ex appears in my inbox randomly!
It's not talking to him that made me feel awkward.. I guess it's because of that too.
Maybe. As I write this we're still chatting and its like almost 1 a.m.
Here's my problem;
His closest guy friend is actually trying to ask me out but then, irealizedthisjustyesterday.
I still like my ex.. gosh and we were talking about the old memories we shared..
I wanna cry.. Then he said 'I love you' randomly so I was like '...?'
Then he was like 'of course as my bestfriend' OUCH...
so I was like 'oh lol xD yeah same here >.>' I mean it guys, like, HOW AWKWARD.
Now I'm eternally confused... orz I really need someone... Aigoo my life.
OTL
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