I've realized something about my self today...... Low self confidence

 I've tried to be more open but my shyness and everything else gets in the way it's like y... my friends try to tell me to open up but people don't understand where im coming from............

I used to be so open and out going that basicly all changed when i stopped being out spoken about what i believe, I often had gotten into many fights cuz people pissed me off so i'd tell them about themselves. WELL i got tired off fighting and i got tired of people thinkin i'm the of the group,i actually was very quiet though i was outgoing but i just wasn't the best person to set off. I kinda stopped talking to everyone and became self consious about many things and then it just became harder to open and talk about my feelings
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I know why do i sit and blab about this here??? Because it's easier just to say it here than to my friends, i tried to talk to them about this but they didn't get it so i just wanted to get this off my chest and be free i guess................ I feel insecure well because girls that have horrible personalities all have gotten guys and shizz in the first 4 days of school and me well i'm basicly the loner.. SADDDDDDD how can i go from being be a to loner u say? well i wasn't really a but the people theat pissed me off kinda had it out for me, they didn't cause me to be a loner though.........................

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Self confidence is something that is nice to have but once its gone for me its hella hard to get it back