So Hi!

Hehehe… it feels awkward to write after such a long time… I’m so sorry!

I think I’m becoming really lazy… hahaha! xD

So this post is because I wanted to tell you… umm… in reality I just wanted to let you know my feelings~

So guys, I don’t think you realize how serious I am when I tell you ‘I love you’ in all my A/Ns.

Like seriously, every morning I wake up and check my mail to see if someone has commented in my works or stuff, not because I’m greedy, but because with your comments I know what you like and what makes you happy and hence, I can improve my stories for you~

I wonder all the time what I did so right for me to deserve such nice and perfect readers. Of course I do nothing good, I’m usually really mean and never answer to your comments but well… I just don’t know, I probably was a hero in my last life.

But seriously, sometimes I call you ‘readers’, but you all are way more than that to me, you’re my friends and my supporters, I don’t have an idea of what would I do without you~

There are some days that I feel like crap and I want to do nothing but then I read at least one of your comments and I then feel so energized and it makes my day…

Some of you follow me on twitter, or in tumblr, or also are my friends in facebook. And believe me, when I see you’re sad, I feel so bad and I keep thinking the whole day: ‘What can I do for her/him to feel better?’ I never find the right answer but it makes me sad when I see one of you is.

I wish I could be there and beat the hell up of the one who caused such pain in you, but I can’t and it makes me even more frustrated.

You all, even if you’re a silent reader or I have never met you, are the reason of why I keep writing. For me it is now more than a hobby, it started like simply a way to spend time, but now it has become my way to try to get to you.

Since I go to school in bus and I take one hour to arrive, I always think on plots in my way and write them down if I think I’ll forget it. But I also ask myself if you will like it or if I can do it for you to do so. There are days that I remember some of your comments (because I read them all at least once) and I think ‘ohh… XXXXXX once told me s/he didn’t really liked mpreg, or heavy angst…’ or something like this… I really do care for you guys, more than you think.

I’m not asking for you to fully open for me, but believe me, if some day you need someone to talk to, or yell at, I’m here and will always be.

You’re my everything and I’ll try to be at least ‘something’ for you. Not just the ‘author/writer’ but just, a human being that can somehow help… (sometimes)

Thank you all, and believe me when I say to you ‘I love you all’.

(:

Also excuse me for my sudden and random love declaration.

I LOVE YOU!