not doing so well lately...
i feel like i am fighting myself to stay upbeat, when this sudden depression decided to suddenly hit me. it feels like something inside my chest wants to throw itself down while i want to remain active and focus on other things. ugh..just what is this. i’m trying to keep up with classes and all the readings i need to catch up with and i need to find a job so i can pitch in for the bills and for my own medical fees. maybe i’m just stressed and i don’t know it…but i’ve been feeling so happy beforehand…
i feel like i need to write just so i won't feel so suffocated. wow...do i need intense therapy or what..
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