i'll try to forgive you again this time :(
such a ...

i don't know what to say..

i wanted to hate you but everytime i do....

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_*I STILL LOVE YOU*_

..I thought my life would end right here,

When you left me with nothing but tears,

I can't forget our moments,

Coz everywhere i lay my eyes, there's always your memory...

..Why can't I erase you ?

Why can't I throw your memories away?

Though you just give me pain,

Im still searching for your love over again.. (*ouch*)

..Im still holding on,

Though you told me to move on..

But tell me how can I?

If it's you who made me live?

..The hurt you brought me,

Seems like a part of me now,

Even though it hurts like hell,

I just can't remove you from my head..

..Although you already blocked me from your life,

And only allow me to watch you from afar,

To me,its completely alright,

Because I love you too much...

..Even if I can't have you now,

Though I really need you right now,

Even if my heart only knew how to love you only,

I know, its better if I say my goodbye... ):

..And because I want you to be mine again,

In order for me to be with you again,

Even if you'll only make me cry (again),

I'll just give it one last try...

..Cause no matter how much you hurt me,

No matter how much you neglect me,

You know you just can't stop me,

From loving you still... COMPLETELY.. ):

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thanks to you i wrote tis :(
i hate you but i still feel that ing love!!!

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i'm sorry again for my endless rants....