Sigh.

im having this really upsetting conversation with Nora. ><

Us, fans, tend to fall for our idols. And our idols,

well, they say they love us but its so not the same way that we love them. The teeth clenching moments when you realise that there are millions of girls in the world dying to be by their side, not as a lover but only as a friend. Yet only how many of us can actually talk to them. Most of us - Not a chance.

It just takes a day to know a person. How cool would it be if everyone of us got to spend a day with them. But no.. We all read fanfics to escape from reality. Wishing those things in the story would happen to us. We all have that glimmer of hope. But sadly, most of us will naturally just marry some guy in your own country then have babies and move on. I mean, we can't wait for them forever. Hahaha.

;____; then once they have girlfriends, all we can do as a fan is to support them no matter what. Even though, you can't help but want to be in their partner's position.

Alright. This is depressing.

Bye!