... I like recording my cool dreams, so I'm going to start doing it on here XD no one reads this anyways~ so it's probably a good place to keep track :') I dont have many anyways~


Basically, I was in Stardom and everyone was hungry so me and my mum went out (in the snow) to fetch block b some kfc. It was a mile or so, so it took a long time to get there  (because we had no car) and I kept messing around and playing because /snow/ and my mum was getting really annoyed with me for being so immature :')
When we got there though, there were two KFCs and she went into the wrong one (that overcharged by a lot) but when I told her, she’d already ordered the food so we just sat and waited. While we were waiting we started arguing and it got really serious and we were practically screaming, and then block b came through the door, wondering what was taking so long.

Minhyuk and Jaehyo waited outside while the others came in and started yelling at me. Zico was being really nasty to me and both Yukwon and Kyung were backing him up and they were saying really bad things. Like, ever since I joined stardom, I’d just caused trouble for everyone and I was wasting time& money and that my life was never going to amount to anything. It was really horrible :c

After the outburst, Block B and my mum left, saying I wasn’t worth wasting time over. So they just went and I ran to catch up with them. They’d crossed a busy road and I was too late, so I stood there watching them walk away while I waited for the light to change so I could cross. I was just stood there and it was silent (because it was the middle of the night) apart from me crying really loudly and kind of pathetically xD I was all sniffy and high pitched and stuff~

So I when the lights changed I headed across the road only to find that Taeil was still stood there, only I hadn’t noticed because it was dark and I was crying too much to see. When I got to him I just like, broke down. The first thing I said was “I’m so sorry.” But he cut me off by grabbing me in a hug and pulling me really tight. He smelt really nice by the way, really soft and fresh.

Anyways, I told him I’d leave the day after and come back for my things later but he told me not to be silly and that Zico was just upset and that it was all going to be okay. So I just stood there crying into his shoulder for ages while he patted my hair  ;u; then he pulled back and asdfgh kissed my cheek and told me to come along or we’d catch cold. So we went back to the dorm hand-in-hand (but I was too busy being all gross and crying to have feels) and when we got there, everyone was waiting looking really serious.

So we had this big talk, but it was mostly just me, Zico and Kyung doing the talking, about whether I’d stay, what I’d actually do in future and stuff like that. In the end, they decided that they’d give me another chance to prove myself and do better (although I’m not really sure what I’d done wrong in the first place).

After that, I was sat in the floor and the only people in the room were me, Taeil, Jihoon and Jaehyo (who were on my side in the whole thing XD) they were all sat on the sofa though and we were watching the TV when Taeil got up and headed into one of the bedrooms. When he came back out, he said they were “ready for me” so I got up and followed him into the room (which was really dark) and sat at a round table with a tiny lamp in the middle.

Zico sat next to my right, and randomly, Orlando Bloom sat next on his right, and Taeil was opposite me, with Derren Brown in between us. It turned out we were having a séance….

So, we all linked hands and closed eyes, but I cant remember the questions we asked :c Zico went first, then me, and I remember the answer to Zico’s question being in my favour and the answer to mine being something about love. I cant remember anything else, but when I opened my eyes at the end of the séance, I actually woke up and Movie's Over was stuck in my head, and it hasn't budged all day........ xD

It felt like the dream actually lasted really long, like a day and a half or something, what with all the arguing. I mean, more happened than what I wrote down, but this was the main things that were actually worth bothering to make note of orz


Well, that was all kind of pointless, but I like keeping track of these things xD