I know I haven't updated for the longest time, but things aren't good right now for me. I haven't ever said my story, but I will give a part of it right now. I used to be depressed. Like self harm, self hatred, suicidal type of depressed. I still am, but things were getting better, and then, they stopped. I felt myself going in to this deep black hole, and I was once again lost. I cut again. I over-dosed...again. My mom saw my cuts when I was asleep cause she checks on me and I was wearing shorts and my cuts are on my legs and she took me to my therapist for an "emergency session." Well, my thereapist said I should go to this psychiatric hospital where I've been for a couple of weeks. And now, I have NO motivation to write or do anything really. I'm not saying this to feel pity, that's the last thing I want, but I'm saying this for two thing. 1) So you guys know why I haven't been updating. And 2) If you need to talk, I'm here. Obviously, I'll understand.

Thanks for sticking with me through all of this. <3