I'm dealing with actual physical pain from hidden depression,loneliness,and stress apparently and apparently I need to actually start talking to people and making efforts to hang out. Its just incredibly hard for me to be social it feels to weird but I didn't know that avoiding people and acting stiff all the time could hurt you so badly. I don't even know where to start it seems as if everyone ignores me or has no interest in talking to me so basically I'm ed. I hope playing silent Hill can help ease a bit of the stress but me and friends is like oil and water it seems.