There are good moment and bad moment. well, i think, I've to tell the good moment first.

So, when I writing something on my paper, my bench friends pulled me and whispered something. She said that my crush was looked at me for a long. But, after she was caught him, he turned away. hahha xD

And for the bad moment :

I received a letter from my ex-boyfriend (actually written by my friend, but my ex ask her for wrote it). I read the letter and there's a poem. Yeah love poem. I felt uncomfortable and then I felt disturbing and I ripped that letter. And when all my classmates saw that, I accept a babble. One of them said that 'I'm cruel'. Well, I admit, YES! I'm CRUEL.

I..I just felt uncomfortable and very disturbed with the letter. I've told with him that I can't back with him. And he said "Okay, fine. But, I hope we can still be friend." I thought after he said that, there was no quarrel between me and him. But WHAT? He made me disturbed and uncomfortable.

And the worse moment is when I realize that my crush was laughing when I received my ex's letter. Aishh! =="

Well, what should I do? I think, I need to talk about 'the letter' with my ex once again. He must understand, that I'll feel uncomfortable if I receive his letter again. It can make him hurt too. Well, I'll feel annoying + uncomfortable and he'll hurt too. I think, if he didn't sent me a letter, I won't feel annoying and he won't hurt too.

CAN YOU GIVE ME YOUR OPINION AND SOLUTION?? :)