I have been to this site so many times and yet i have never created an account before which is weird considering the fact that I actually like writing stories. Lately i haven't been in the mood to read fics so I guess I just decided to write one. I mean, I do write stories but I have never written a fan fiction before so this is completely new to me. I also never before actually shown any of my stories to people other than my friends.

it's weird having my story out there for many people to see. I guess I will finally know whether I am a good writer or not. it is most likely that my friends might say my stories are good just to make me feel better or something. I have always felt paranoid about that. its no help that I still don't have any comments or subscribers but i dont expect to get any just by writing the first chapter itself.

I guess I based my first fic on shinee because it was the band that introduced me to kpop. i actually heard tvsq and super junior before i heard any of shinee's songs but they never left an impression on me. i mean they are really good and all but shinee really caught my eye. or ear, in the case of music

after shinee i started listening to bands like suju, tvxq and other famous bands. sometimes i find myself listening to songs by people who are not that famous and there are some pretty good stuff out there. it should be fun writing about these idols and shaping charactors for them.

i am generally a nice person but when it comes to stories i find villains more attention-grabbing.  That is why my user name is "bigbadwolf".  i like to write from the villain's point of view most of the time. Most authors may prefer to have a main character that they can relate to or understand and someone they like but when I write, it is about someone I would definitely have a problem with  ;)