Since American and Korean timezones are so different, Leeteuk is technically leaving tomorrow.

I've been sitting here watching him in music videos and solos and such, crying, not wanting tomorrow to come.

I HATE THIS!

I know I should be happy for him because he's decided to do this, and I do support his decision,

It just hurts so much to see him go. I can't imagine Super Junior without their amazing, talented, loving leader.

And with Teuk being my second all time bias ever, I am too sad for words right now, I can't even explain.

If it's this bad tonight...I can't even imagine how tomorrow will go.

I'm sure I'll be bawling in the middle of the hallway like this...

And then I'll try to tell my friends what's wrong...

And this will be me trying to act like everything's okay...

Leeteuk...I wish I could say please don't go, but instead I'll wait patiently and say please be safe..<3