hey guyss,

we meet again in the same exact day. :/

haha..

wanna know sumthin'? ;D

alright, i'm gonna tell you sumthin' ! keke.

 

 

I was sitting peacefully beside my close friend acted like I was writing something but in fact, I just stared at the papers on the table when my guy classmate came sit in front of me and said,

"Hey, ___ said you're pretty," 

I gave him a look.

WTF look. (what the fish guyss LOLOLOL)

and then I continued on buring a hole on my papers which contain story-line of my Not Over's fic. keke.

and then he swore that he said the truth

(he's a playful and tricky guy thus we, girls hardly believe him when he says something)

I ignored him again and then he went away, decided to read a book. hahah.

Then, i took out my small notebook from my bag and wrote something and gave it to him.

"If you want to say something, write it down. Dont tell with your mouth," 

and yes he did.

i wrote,

"He got Aishah. Why would he look for someone else? I told you I dont like him anymore. Even if I still like him, I wont admit it and tell you coz it'll be a waste of time,"

He wrote,

"No guys can get Aishah. He just said that you're okay, that's all,"

and then he kept saying, "just admit it,"

"If he likes someone because of their looks, I tell you, looks can change. God will change it if He wanted to. Btw, he's taken. I dont want to waste my time chasing him, it's better if I chase after my dreams,"

He then said,

"Who's his? He couldnt get Azreen, he couldnt get Aishah. I got Azreen,"

Then I replied by writing,

"Whether he's taken or not, there's nothing to do with me. 7 months I liked him is enough. I thought he has changed. One thing I want to say to him, stay loyal please. I'm sure someone out there deserves him more than me. Just let fate do what it need to do. I've consider him as my friend now," 

and he replied nothing. 

I dont know whether he told that guy or not.. well, not my business lol.

 

sometimes, i cant even understand guys' behaviours. =________=

they are confusing.... huhuhu..

 

Yes, I do noticed his changed on behaviour towards me. like...he suddenly talked to me casually. the fact is, WE HAVENT TALKED FOR MONTHS OKAYY. 

and yeah i was quite shocked in his sudden changes.

he even asked me to help him give those textbooks that were borrowed for us..

-_-

and we even made some eye contacts these days...

why i noticed that too?

well, the truth is, i did looked at his direction but never did once we hv eye contact since well pabo, he sits infront while i'm in the back okayy.. how on earth could we hv eye contact huh? aigoo~ XD 

 

 

 

 

maybee..

just maybee..

 

maybe i'm still 20% not over him.. well, i do care for him now.. but more as a friend than a crush..  ;)

idk.. it's confusing and complicated for me. 

7 months liking him is quite long since i've never like anyone that long. :/

idk....

i thought..

if 10 years from now, i'm going to meet him..

maybe, we are fated to be together.

if not...

i'm just going to accept the fate.. :')

 

well, i needa sleep.

bye guyss !

 

 

- b y u n a h r i n