Thank you Gangnam Style... for existing in my playlist.  breaking through all my sad songs.... breaking ma headphones.

Thank you.. because I got to wake up from the mess I made.

Thank you... coz the chicken on ma plate is half-eaten... and I know I won't choke on it anymore while crying.

Thank you because I somehow lit up ma face.

Thank you.. coz it was simply funny.

I am still a mess... but I can move my hands now and reach for my cup of coffee and phone's been turned off for a while.

Thank you..coz I can still write here...

Thank you my dextrose is far away from me.

im being random but my heart is aching again.