Someone is leaving me and I feel so brokenhearted, I cry like a river now...

yun_jae ( 10-17-2012 01:13:24)
Konbanwa, oneechan, err, i don't know how time is it when you read this, but here, it's already night :D

again, i don't know is this the last time i'm in aff or not, but yeah, i won't be here for long long long time.
#poor me

I don't know after this i still can wondering around in this site or not, since it absolutely takes all of my time if i don't wanna get failure as my result, and even after all of these do finished, i don't know am i still can meet you or not since you don't wanna got second anniversary as aff's user, yeah,.. i read your blog, oneechan.

I hope next time, we can meet, eyes by eyes, i don't know how, i don't know when, and i don't know where, but, i hope kamisama'll grant my wish, amen :)


Since i can't blog in this site anymore, i wanna err, say something, well, a lot of thing, and most of them are wishes

first of all, i hope you can overcome your problems, never look so down about yourself, never brand yourself as an evil, because you're not, be more and more confidence, never think that you're too late for your dream, what else,, err, have happy marriage with your family, and,,err, the last one,, i know i'm nothing and don't have right to say something like this to you, but please forgive me for everything i gonna say,.

oneechan, i've ever read this in err, moslem's phrase "love your lover just in moderation, because someday, she or he'll gonna be your enemy, and hate your enemy in moderation too, because someday he, or she'll be your lover, or at least your friend"**
I know it's hurt like hell, but please, do try to believe people around you, not with all of your heart, a little will do, I don't want you turn to be a paranoid person who afraid everybody'll betray you, i don't want you to feel the same hell like me.,, ne?
i'm sorry if i seems patronizing you with this thing, sumimasen


and the last but not the least, i hope you get a lot subscribers, ahh, since you block a lot of your fics, i hope you get a lot of nice and sincere friends that you can believe with all of your heart, don't get any trouble, nobody trick you or take advantages from you, no stress, no author block, no haters, in summarize, no bad things happen to you,, amen ")

a lot of things that i want to say, but this message getting more and more long, i'm afraid you'll be boring, so
,, yeah
na'ah,, i'll miss you, i mean, really really miss you, miss talking(err, typing :D ) to and joking with you, and your fics too,. Tsk, i'm regretting for having miss communication with you, n for being a coward 'til i need a long time and a bad thing happened to you first to brave myself sent you message and clear everything, and after all of those obstacles to befriends with you, i just've to go.
it's just......sigh, sumimasen (typing something like this, made my eyes go blurry, yeah, you know what i mean)


i'm sorry for everything, my bad language or my, gahh, i, me and myself if i hurt you, sumimasen, thank you for being my friend and my oneki and see you again, oneechan, love you, so ing much >3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333 :D