Belief? what does it really mean? why can't people believe what I told them, is it because they believe that what I've honestly told them is a/ are lie/s? Lies? why does it revolve around me? because of promises given that are always broken by people that are close to you, you tend to not believe them anymore... I do lie, and I can lie but not everything that comes out of my mouth is a lie, I lie because of the fact that I can gain something through lying, i don't lie because it's fun or because someone told me to lie because It's not my choice, I feel cornered every time someone can't believe me especially my parents who somehow I think are the world's greatest liars... you do it for me? you lie for me? why not tell everyone the truth,? why can't you be honest to others?  no, why can't you be honest to yourselves? are you ashamed that you lied to your children? I asked you a question, why can't you believe me? why? just answer, don't give excuses, like because I just wanted you to be safe, what a dumb excuse. I'm already safe, and for a fact whatever happened already happened if you believe you can change the past go build a time machine. The truth is even if I tell you, a thousand, a million, a hundred million times up to the level of infinity you still won't believe me, won't you? that's why I won't try to make you believe me again, nothing will change and I'll just add up my misery for trying to make you believe...