So in responce to the people who replied to my earlier blog:

T^T You guys really came through for me. I was ready to tear my hair out in fustration and ball my eyes out for losing my collection I had attained in the last 5 years.

So my computer is really weird. When I logged on the background was different and it open to internet explorer 9(I have 8). Then I checked my favorites and saw they were erased so obviously I checked itunes and my pictures and saw they were gone too. For the last 2 hours I'd been searching every nook and cranny of space my computer offered to cough up in search of it and I finally found it in the Recently Changed and manually added the 500 items there back into my folders and itunes.

Then I saw the responces you guys had. My first thought was to do a system restore sinc it was the quickest and soonest thing I could do. So I restarted my computer........pressed f like crazy then......................nothing happened I ended up at the log in point again.

Slowly typed in password and pressed enter...............

WHAT? ALL MY FILES ARE BACK, ITUNES IS FINE, I HAVE ALL NOT 5,000 BUT ALMOT 9,000 PHOTOS, AND I HAVE INTERNET EXPLORER 8 AGAIN.

wtf?

I have no idea what happened but I didn't even do a system recover I just restarted. Hopefully this doesn't happen again, but I am definitely investing in an external hard drive. Next Tuesday on my mom's day off we are going to best buy and protectin' my baby from other weird mishaps like this one. I thought I'd lost everything.

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To the people wondering why I couldn't find it again on my purchased list on itunes. I don't but stuff on itunes.

Of the 5 years I've had a computer, for 2 of them I had my korean cousins help me with buying music cheap on korean music portals seeing as I can't read hangul myself. Now I just download from k2nblog, or burn cds onto my computer from ones I get at the library in the little asian music selection or from ones I borrowed from other people. But then a while back my mom lost her job and plus my parents don't approve of music in general so I had to stop buying stuff. We're still getting back on our feet. For about a year I just watched videos on youtube and shows.

That was it until I found out I could download stuff online for free. At first I felt guilty but then I thought about things realistically and truth is when I get a real job probably hald my salary is going to go to buying music and merch. so until then I still want to be able to enjoy music from artists I like without having my parents having to add me as a stress inducer as often, even if I'm not officially buying their stuff.

Believe if I had the money I would have everything related to b.a.p, exo, infinite, dbsk, mblaq, shinee, etc in my room right now. When I get a real job and can afford it I'm going to pay back for what I got under not so fair means now. But right now it just doesn't feel right asking my parents for money for something so trivial. I'm not a little kid anymore it just doesn't feel right to me. They have more than enough problems without me adding new ones so the topic of buying new merch. is one I just never brought up again.

p.s. I don't have an iphone, ipad, or ipod(althought hopefully that'll change when I graduate) I just use itunes because its easier to use than windows media center which I still can't figure out. itunes is so much more organized.

p.s.s. I don't have any physcial kpop merch. Since I can't support my idols by buying thir merch. the least I can do is spread the love and get others to realize how talented these idols are

p.s.s.s I'm still working on going to a concert though so smtown needs to come to seattle........

p.s.s.s.s. in case anyone was curious the things I really want rn are: 12 ear piercings(7:5), a guitar, to go to a concert, and an ipod