Okay. So once I was wondering about whether I was bipolar or not, because on the deep inside I'm really depressed and I feel lonely when my friends aren't around me, but I'm always super hyper or whatever at school, and... okay, here's the laydown.

I used to be an okay/crazy kid. As all kids were/are. 

In about grade 5 or 6, idk if it was just hormone-overload or the fact that I used to be completely and utterly obsessed with vampires, goth culture, etc. (yes, Twilight -sigh-)

After that, maybe grade 7, I got into anime and stuff and I got used to acting kinda cutesy/hyper...? (I have this weird...thing...going on...idk how to explain it, so.) 

Grade 8 was year of the Asians. Started off with manga/anime and then BAM! K-pop oVErLoAD. I started being more outgoing...ish? I know I started to dress better, because I finally realized that slouchy hoodies and ratty jeans weren't making me feel great about my image. I was always self-conscious, and I think later I started to improve on that...

Grade 9. First year of highschool. I think I was WAY more outgoing than I used to be. Either it was how I adapted to being in an enivronment where I knew absolutely nobody, or K-pop really changed me. idk when I started being so crazy, but I'm the craziest person I know. And that my friends know. I love my friends so much. T^T

And the rest, as they say, is history. 

ANYWAYS. I don't know why I just launched that, but if you've seen my only other blog post rn, you'd know that I kinda throw myself into stories, and then lose the original point.

So, what was I saying?

Oh yeah, so since I was so weird, one day I decided to look up bipolar tests, to see if I actually had, like, a mental infliction...

Okay, I just took another one and got:

You scored a total of  49

 

Bipolar disorder - Moderate to severe symptoms

Based upon your responses to this bipolar disorder quiz, you appear to be suffering from moderate to severe symptoms associated with a bipolar disorder. People who have answered similarly to you typically qualify for a diagnosis of Bipolar I Disorder and have sought professional treatment for this disorder.

Anyways...I can't find the original test that I took, but I just remember that it said if you got a score over 20, you most likely have some sort of bipolar disorder. My results? Of course, I got over double that. 

Like, 42 or 43.

Wellll that was a lot of hype up for nothing. :P What do you think? Am I bipolar, or supremely UNEEQ?