Once again, I'm alone. I apologized to her, she didn't even reply. I tried explaining to her, she doesn't even acknowledge it. Tell me what should I do? It's not easy when you are feeling all alone and your bestfriend is somehow blaming you for not telling her how you feel. I get it. I'm practically at fault now. Who cares. I am the one being depressed because of home issues but now it's like I have to apologize for being confused. It's true. I've been feeling alone and stuff. They somehow excluded me. Could you blame me? For feeling this way? It's true I didn't tell her what's wrong at first. I didn't want her to worry. Now she's feeling like a bad friend that couldn't do anything to help me. I'm telling you. This is something no one can help me with. Even if I tell you, you wouldn't know what to do. Sometimes, I wish you would just trust me that I can do this. I need to face this thing called depression.