121005 - Tears mix with happiness and mourning

I just came home from my basketball game (I'm one of the dancers). You see, in my country, there's this season for basketball, dancing and journalistic competitions called DBL/JRBL (Development Basketball League for highschoolers, and Junior Basketball League for junior highschoolers.). It focuses more on basketball though. Our school's team was really hoping to get into the finals through the 'Big 8'. It was a path to reach the finals throughout the whole province and we lost..

But one thing I can't believe is that I cried for my friends.

I have been known as one of the quiet girls (not really, but I can control my emotions well) in school, but when I felt tears strung out of my eyes, everything was let out. It actually felt good to have cried. I have never thought that I had a bond with my school, I always thought I was distant with them but when I cried, I actually felt very happy to have someone pat my head. It felt good to know someone actually cared for me. My make-up smeared, luckily the mascara and eye-liner was completely gone (lol), though I wanted to show my mom how the make-up looked... It was actually really pretty and my eyes looked sharp^^. Even though it was the basketball team that lost, I still cried, I didn't know why. At that moment, I felt content in a way that I actually cared for my friends and my school.

But, my other main reason that I am making this blog post is to celebrate!

I was picked up pretty late from the court so I was lucky, I didn't really wanted my family to know I cried (like I said, I like to keep my emotions controlled). I came home and checked my computer , searching the Jaemin and Hyukmin tags. The Jaemin tag was always suppposed to be in the Alphabetical tag, and the Hyukmin tag was actually supposed to be in the Upcoming Alphabetical tag. But when I checked the UA tag, I was excited to know it was gone. I quickly checked the Alphabetical tag and found the Hyukmin tag sitting there with exactly 100 stories. I'm really happy to know that the 1st official yet invisible couple is getting a lot more attention in this year, I hope the Hyukmin community will continue to expand!

Tomorrow is the day that the announcement for the dance competition, whether we get into one of the big eight dance teams throughout the whole province. If we pass the big eight, it continues to the finals with the remaining 5 greatest dance teams. I really hope we win, because we are the only ones who can save our school's name. I also like to bring the name of our dance teacher Chemmy, from Heavybuckstylez (you can check on him in youtube), since this is his last time teaching dance for this Please pray for St. Clara.

P.S: This was my make-up for today^^

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Yes, I'm still 14, and this is my first selca in aff^^ Oh, and my hair is short. People say it fits my personality, and I don't really care for my hair too much, so I just cut it Changmin style :DD I'm an otaku fan and I wear glasses, but it doesn't mean I have to mask my personality^^

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