I was looking through my Tumblr and I found this .___. idk how I forgot this T____T ;; It's a GD & SPN Crossover *coughs* AU *coughs* Tell me what you think? I have a lot more to this in my computer somewhere...*binks* sorry for the bad reading quality. You can read it at my Tumblr here (as if that helps OTL)
 

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I sat on my tree branch above the deadly ground. The park was dead silent. Before when I didn’t have to kill to survive I would sit outside with my guitar and listen to the sounds of the night. Anyone could hear the birds in the air, the bugs making their symphonies, and the creatures of the night talking all at once in their secret language. Silence is all that is left. Of course I do have my music, but that doesn’t replace the natural sounds of life. I relaxed into my high bed, and waited for sleep to take over me. Crunch. My head naturally turned towards the noise like a cat’s ear when they hear a noise in the distance. I left my head in the direction of the noise waiting to see what noise was going to come next. Crunch. Crack. Something was definitely coming my way. I quickly went into a crouched position, and got my blade ready to strike. I knew that my ankle, hip, and hidden gun were loaded, but I didn’t want to use the ammo. I would strike with my blade first; then if I needed to I’d use my guns. I saw the figure approaching, and it looked to be human. I started to time my jump. I had been tricked before, and wasn’t going to make that same mistake. I pounced on the male holding my blade to his neck. I didn’t hear any groaning, or smell the horrible sent of rotten flesh. “speak,” I whispered angrily.

“Woof,” he said. I clenched my jaw. It was human, but a sarcastic one. He grinned, and all of a sudden he was on top of me. My hands were pinned, but I could easily get out. “I know that you can easily get out,” I grinned this time, “but there are two or three C2s on my tail. I suggest you go back on your tree branch, and let me handle this.” What the hell?! I thought. Who is this scrawny kid, and who does he think he is? I freed myself and closed my eyes. I could hear them. They were Class 2 zombies alright, and sounded very hungry. I laughed at that thought. When are they nothungry? I got into strike position, and grabbed my trusty shark blade. “Wow what else do you have under those clothes?” He laughed.

“Are you just going to stand there or help?” I said focusing. He shrugged and stood next to me. I looked for his weapon of choice. Old style cross bow, wow that’s impressive. The C2s became visible, and I studied them. There were three of them; two male and one female. The female would be easy to take out. “I’ll take the chick, see if you can hit the huge guy in the middle.” I said. I started to run towards the woman who slowly advanced towards me. I leap in the air and landed on her. Slice. I sent her head rolling, and looked up. The huge middle one was making his way towards me. I looked back, and saw him trying to get his gear working. I scuffed. How did he survive this long? I grabbed the lady’s head and threw it at the big one. “heads up big guy,” I said running towards him. The head bounced of his massive body, and I struck his leg. He let out an angry moan, and again I laughed. Did they have any other moan? I sliced at his neck and blood went squirting I quickly ran out of the way. I didn’t want to get any on my face and risk getting infected. I circled back to my tree, and climbed it. I grabbed my motorcycle helmet and jumped down. I checked to see if there was any blood on my face. There wasn’t, but it was all over my arms, and some of my leg. I put on my helmet, and ran towards the big guy again. I tried the same move I had on the girl. I sent the zombie stumbling back, and then leg swept him. Slice. The zombie sent out a gurgled moan. Awe will he just die? I grabbed my hip gun and shot him through the head. I looked for the third one. He was making his way towards the guy. I stood up and sighed. “Hey Kid! Shoot your weapon!” I shouted. Snap. An arrow was logged into the third one’s neck. I ran to help him out. I had a clear shot. “DUCK!” I said as I shot my gun. The zombie fell to the floor. I jogged back to my tree. “Damn,” I cursed. My clothes were soaked with blood. I hated fresh corpses they bleed like crazy. I took off my shirt and wiped off the blood from my arms. I climbed my tree and sat on the branch. The cool air felt good against my bare skin. Then I remembered that I wasn’t alone. I looked in his direction. Yes, he was staring. “What?” I said.

“Um…You still wear bras?” He said looking at my pink sports bra.

“Yeah. It’s bad to run without one, and I can take off my shirt whenever I need to.” I said packing up my stuff. I threw my sleeping bag down, and put on my backpack. “Well it was nice to meet you kid.” I said hopping off of my tree branch. I grabbed my sleeping bag, and started to walk away.

“Wait!” he said running behind me. I didn’t stop, but I slowed my pace. “Look I don’t know how many people you’ve met out here, but you are the first person I’ve met in about seven months.” I could hear the loneliness in his voice. I turned towards him. I hadn’t seen another person in about a year.

“Wow, that’s quite a long time kid.” I said. He laughed.

“I do have a name.” he said, “I’m G Dragon.” He held out his hand. I looked at it. Suddenly I became nervous.

“I’m Paradox.” I said not shaking his hand. “I guess you could tag a long if you want. Follow me I have my car hidden around here.” I said leading the way.

“Why didn’t you shake my hand?” he said. I looked forward. “Oh I guess it’s ‘cause you’re hands are all bloody right?”

“Yeah, sure.”

“You don’t talk much huh?”

“Not in the open night.”

“Oh…then I’ll be quiet too.” He said smiling at me. I glanced at his face. It was attractive. “Let me get this.” He said taking my sleeping bag from my hands. Our hands touched, and I got shivers down my spine.

“Thanks.” I said letting go of it. We reached a little house at the end of the rich neighborhood. I opened the door. “home sweet home. I’ll start up the generator, so we can use the restroom to freshen up before we hit the road.” I made my way to the garage. I did a quick sweep, and looked in my jeep. No zombies. I took out my small generator and went back to where I left G Dragon. “I have the generator let’s go.” He followed me into the small restroom. I plugged in the generator and cranked it up. The lights slowly . “light~!” I said happily. He chuckled at that. “do you want to go first or do I?” I asked dropping my bag on the floor. I took out my wipes and took off the dry blood from my hands. Next I took out my iPod. I spent three years looking for one, and finally found one at this house I stayed in with the Winchester brothers. “The water works.” I said turning it on.

“Wow!” he said.

“What?” I asked.

“Where did you find one?!” he said pointing at my iPod.

“I found it a couple years back when I was traveling with some friends. It’s awesome right?” I said holding out the hot pink blinged out iPod.

“Yeah!” he said reaching for it. I shook my head.

“I don’t let anyone touch it. Sorry.” I said. “I guess I’ll go first I don’t like dry blood. It makes me itchy. Under different circumstances I’d tell you to get the heck out, but I don’t know you so I can’t leave you alone with my stuff. Plant it.” I said pointing to the toilet. He sat and I handcuffed him to the toilet. “I’ll put on some music, and don’t worry I have underwear on too.” I said turning on my iPod that was plugged into the generator. Michael Buble filled the air. I took off my pants and hopped in the shower. I was used to showering with my underclothes on. You never knew when you need to flee, and I am not running in the . I took off all the blood, and stood there for a moment. I didn’t know when I was going to find running water again. I sighed and turned it off. I grabbed a towel from my bag and dried my hair.

“Hey Paradox?” G Dragon said trying to peek.

“What?” I said drying my limbs.

“There are some Zombies a few miles away.” He said a little panicky.

“. Do you know how to drive well?” I asked shoving my stuff into my bag. He didn’t say anything. I looked at him and he was blushing. I looked down. Oh right I was in my undies. I tossed him the key, and he freed himself. I grabbed my flashlight. I made sure my iPod was in my bag, and unplugged the generator.

“Yeah I do. I’m the best driver I know.” He smiled.

“Ha, well you can drive.” I said tossing him the keys. “I’ll take the gunman, but if you kill us…I’ll come back and eat you.” I said putting on my backpack. He laughed, and picked up the generator. We ran down the steps, and tossed the stuff in the car. I grabbed a shotgun and a few machine guns. I also covered myself with a towel. He took the driver’s seat, and sighed. “crap the door.”

“Screw it,” he reversed the car and crashed through the door. Just like that we were off into the night. I heard the moans off in the distance, but I knew we were in the clear. I relaxed a little into my seat. After a few hours I put the guns back. “Do you want to stop real quick?” he asked trying not to look at my towel.

“Yeah just pull over here.” I said. He slowed the car and pulled over. “Keys.” I said holding out my hand. He gave the keys. “put this on” I said handing him a blindfold. He obediently put it on. “If you look, you die.” I hopped out and made my way towards the trunk. I took out a fresh pair of clothes. I quickly changed and shoved my damp undergarments into a bag. I grabbed my shoes, and my small vanity bag. I shut the trunk, and sat back down into the passenger’s seat. “Ok you can take off the blindfold.” He took it off and looked my way. I started to blush. “What?” I said slipping on my shoes. “Oh here,” I said giving him the keys. He opened his mouth to say something, but decided not to.

“Nothing. I just haven’t…um…seen a woman in her underwear before…and I’m sorry for looking.” He said turning the car on. We had been driving for a few minutes.

“What about Zombie chicks?” I asked.

“Oh well I don’t count them because well you know…” he said slightly blushing.

“Yeah I understand. How much sleep did you get?” I asked.

“I had been asleep for a few hours when I heard them coming.” He said.

“Do you mind if I sleep? I was just going to sleep when we met.” I said yawning.

“Go ahead, and don’t worry. I’m not a bad guy. I won’t try any funny business.” He said jokingly.

“That’s right you better not.” I said closing my eyes. I drifted into sleep, and for the first time in a long time I dreamt. I dreamt that G Dragon and me became more than friends if you know what I mean. Then Dean came and tried to get me back, but I stayed with G Dragon.

“Paradox…..” someone said in my dream. “Paradox….” I started running towards the voice.

“Paradox…Paradox…are you awake?” G Dragon said nudging me. I yawned and stretched.

“Hmmmm now I am.” I said looking at him sweetly. The dream feelings were still there. Then I realized that it was a dream and sighed a little.

“Was it a good dream?” He said mischievously.

“No. I don’t know. I can’t remember.” I said stretching again. “Why?”

“Oh…um…you sounded happy…” he said laughing.

“What do you mean?!” I asked getting a little embarrassed.

“Um…Well you’d be saluting the world if you were a guy.” He said cracking up. I scuffed.

“Do you know that the majority of dreams are not ual? And that guys have you know because during REM sleep the body is naturally aroused?” I said trying to defend myself.

“Oh wow. I didn’t, but you said a certain someone’s name…” He said looking forward. I shrugged. “Can I tell you something?” he asked.

“Sure.” I said.

“If you don’t find another guy in the next 4 weeks will you give me a shot?” he asked.

“What do you mean?” I asked.

“Would you consider liking me?” he asked.

“Don’t know. I have never really liked anyone, so I would know how to.” I replied.

“Oh, but can you see it as a possibility?” he asked again.

“I guess. I mean there isn’t much competition.” I joked. He didn’t laugh. “Ok, if I don’t magically fall in love in 4 weeks I’ll consider it.” I said. He smiled.

“You don’t have to worry if we meet another girl.” He said blushing.

“Why is that?” I asked popping a breath mint into my mouth.

“I’m already starting to like you.” He said softly.

“That’s probably because you’ve seen me in my undies,” I said laughing.

“No. I don’t think so.” He said thinking about it. I tilted my head. His blond hair was flowing in the wind. I was tempted to run my fingers through it. I sighed and turned away. “What?”

“Nothing,” I said. Had I said his name out loud? Is that why he asked me that? Does he know that I’m starting to like him, and he thinks I’m an easy girl? Well he did see me in my underwear, I thought to myself.

*one week later*

“Ouch,” I said as G Dragon rolled off of me.

“Sorry I know I’m heavy, but I wasn’t on long.” He said.

“I know, but still.” I said sitting up. “Two people shouldn’t jump out of a tree at the same time I guess.” I stood up and dusted myself off. I looked back a G Dragon. He was gathering his stuff. I let out a soft sight. It was only a week, and I felt as if I loved him. I shook the thought out of my head, and put on my back pack.

“Paradox,” G Dragon said.

“What’s up?” I asked turning towards him.

“I should have said two weeks.” He said looking at me. I laughed, and shook my head.

“But you said 4,” I said holding out four fingers. He moved closer towards me.

“You’re really going to make me wait that long to be able to hold your hand?” he said touching my hand. I nodded. I could feel myself starting to blush. “For us to have our first kiss?” he said a few inches from my face. I could feel his lips a few inches away from mine, and I wanted to give in. I just nodded. “To be able to wrap my arms around you?” he said putting his arms around me.

“Yes I am.” I said. I started to pick up my arms to hug him back, but he let go.

“Then I’ll wait. I promise I will.” He said with a toothy smile. I smiled back. As we walked back to the car I saw that he was a little sad, and when we were inside I looked at him.

“GD what does this flashing light mean?” I said pointing randomly. He leaned over, looked at where I was pointing, and looked at me.

“What flas….”I cut him off with a kiss to the cheek. For a moment he didn’t move.

“I’m sorry.” I apologized.

“You missed,” he finally said. I looked at him puzzled. I the car, and we started moving. “You were supposed to kiss me on my lips.” He said pouting. I laughed.

“No I meant to kiss your cheek,” I said, “I might kiss you in three weeks, or maybe I’ll hold your hand. I haven’t decided yet.” He started blushing.

“Ok. I’ll be waiting Paradox.” He said happily. I felt happy for the first time in a long time.

*later that night*

“Where do you want to sleep for the night?” I asked him. It was his turn to pick the sleeping spot. I prefer sleeping tied to a high tree branch, but liked sleeping in spots where we had to sleep really close to each other.

“I haven’t seen a good spot,” he said surveying the area. I thought about what he said this morning. Was I going to make him wait? We don’t even know how much longer we will live. What if something happens to him? I felt tears coming to my eyes. What is wrong with me? I shouted in my head. I wished I could be more like him; willing to let someone in. However, I had been hurt once before, and I’ve lost many since this all first started. I hadn’t noticed that he had stopped walking, and I bumped into him.

“Sorry,” I said softly. I’ll tell him when we find a spot. I’ll tell him that I’m ready to take a chance. I’m ready to fall.

“I know where we are gonna spend the night,” he said smiling at me. “In that tree house,” he said pointing at the awesome tree house high above the ground. We climbed up the tree, and quietly entered the tree house. Zombies don’t know how to climb, but an infected could. They could have turned, and just stayed here. I pointed my gun into the empty space. I quickly my flashlight an positioned it above my aim. “Hello, is anyone here?” he said. No reply. This tree house was extremely well built. It was almost like a house above the ground. I wondered who would build such a cool tree house. Maybe it wasn’t a tree house. Maybe it was a base for Sam and Dean. I sighed. My imagination was running away again. I knew that I wouldn’t see them again. They were going to look for Dean’s old family. He had gotten word that they might still be alive, and just like that he was out of my life. I should have known better then to fall for someone who still loved another. I looked around the tree house. There was no sign of life, and I put my gun away.

“GD, can I talk to you?” I said sitting down against the wall of the tree house. He made his way towards me, and sat next to me.

“What is it?” he said softly. I wanted to touch his hand, but the most I could do was move it close to his.

“I’ve decided to break the deal. If you want to give this a shot I’m ready.” I said looking down. I was glad it was dark, that way he wouldn’t see how much I was blushing. He was silent for a moment.

“Are you being serious?” he said in a serious tone.

“Yes…I am,” I said. I turned to him, and he was looking at me with a loving look. “But I don’t want to kiss you yet. I want to wait a while….I’m sorry….I just haven’t been kissed before.” I said. What? SHUT UP PARADOX! I shouted in my head. I didn’t want to seem like I was a newb. I felt his hand on mine. Shivers ran down my spine. I wanted to give myself to him.

“I’m ok with waiting,” he said in a loving voice. “If you want to only hold hands or if you want to kiss I’m ok with it. I’m not pressuring you. I really like you, and I want your first kiss to be perfect.” I nodded, and leaned my head on his shoulder. All of a sudden I was lying on the floor, and he was on top of me. He my face. “But can I give you a preview?” I faintly nodded. He slowly lowered his face to mine. My heart was racing with anticipation. I know that he’s going to kiss me, and I want him to. His lips hovered over mine. I could feel his urge to kiss me, and I sensed he could feel mine. I lifted my hand, and ran my fingers through his hair. If I lifted my head a little I would be able to kiss him. I started to lift my head, and our lips slightly touched. I let my head fall back. He moved his lips to my right ear. “Paradox…I want you so bad…I want to be able to kiss you….and touch you…and love you…” he said. Our eyes met, and I could tell that he was telling me the truth.

“Then kiss me,” I said kissing him on his cheek. “And touch me,” I said running my hands on the side of his body. “And love me,” I said looking into his eyes. He kissed me next to my ear, then on my cheek, and finally on my lips. I felt happy. I felt hope. I felt pretty, but most of all I felt like I was loved. Our mouths moved together perfectly. He started to kiss my neck as I ran my fingers through his hair. My hands moved from his hair to his back. My fingers lightly traced his shoulder blade. I felt his hands slip into my shirt, and my body tingled with anticipation.

“Paradox?” a deep husky voice called from the darkness. We stopped. I looked up, and saw to figures. One was freakishly tall, and the other was a little shorter. “Paradox…Is that you?” He repeated. We sat up, and I grabbed my flashlight. I flashed it in their direction. I couldn’t believe it!

“DEAN!!! SAM!!!!” I shouted excitedly. I ran to them, and gave them each a big hug. “I never thought I’d see you again!” I said with tears in my eyes.

“We didn’t think we’d see you again either,” Sam said.

“Who’s that?” Dean said with a hint of jealousy. I looked to who he was pointing at. It was GD who was still sitting on the ground where we had been. I ran back to him, and pulled him up. I tried to hold his hand, but he didn’t hold mine back.

“Sam, Dean, this is my friend G Dragon.” I said letting go of his hand. I sensed that something was wrong with him.

“You seem to be more than friends,” Dean remarked.

“No. We are just friends,” GD said softly. I wanted to punch him. Why was he being like this?

“Well that’s good to hear,” Dean said smiling at me. I blushed. “Paradox, you wanna spar?” He said in an offensive stance. Sam and I laughed.

“You know that you never win against Paradox, Dean,” Sam said patting him on the back. I sat back down on the floor, and looked at hands. A moment ago they were all over GD. Now I’m sitting here in a room with the guy I might love, and the guy I had previously loved. I let out a sigh, and leaned my head against the wall. “So how did you guys find us?” Sam asked sitting down across from me. Dean sat on my right, and GD sat on my left.

“Actually, we didn’t know that you both were going to be here. GD picked it out, but you know when we got here I thought that it seemed like the house we had planned. So did you find Lisa and Ben?” I asked Dean.

“Yeah. We did. They teamed up with a couple of Hunters and Civies. Lisa is….ah….she…she married with one of the Hunters. Ben’s gotten big,” he said looking off into the distance. I placed my hand on his, and he squeezed it.

“I’m sorry, Dean. I really thought she’d wait,” I said. “So do you still wanna spare?” I said trying to change the subject.

“Maybe later,” He said still holding my hand. “So are you all hungry?” He said with a sad smile. I nodded, and GD shrugged.

“We found some peanut butter, crackers, chips, and beer.” Sam said looking through their loot bag.

“PEANUT BUTTER!!!” I shouted. “I haven’t had peanut butter in a long time.” I said happily. “We have some fruits, candy, protein bars, and water.” I said shifting through the bag.

“Since this a big occasion maybe we can all put in a little more than usual and have party.” Dean said shaking a beer bottle. I didn’t really like beer, so I shook my water.

“Paradox, can I please talk to you in private?” GD asked in my ear. I nodded and got up.

“’Scuse us boys,” I said to Sam and Dean. GD and I hopped out the window and landed on a big branch just below the window. “What’s wrong GD?” I asked.

“Before…when we were alone…did you really mean it, that you’d want to be with me?” He asked looking into my eyes.

“Of course I did.” I replied touching his hand. He didn’t move it away, but instead wrapped his fingers around mine.

“Then why did you say I was you’re friend?” He said with a little bit of pain in his voice.

“Because….You didn’t want to hold my hand….or be close to me….I thought you were just….” I trailed off. Just like that his lips were on mine, and our mouths moved as though they were made for each other.

“I didn’t hold your hand because Dean was eyeing you…and I didn’t cause any problems.” He said when we stopped for breath. I smiled at that thought.

“I doubt that, but either way. I said that I wanted to be with you,” I said. He smiled. “Come on, let’s go party!” I said jumping up. I pulled myself inside, and held out my hand for GD. He laughed, and jumped up. He grabbed onto the window seal, and gave me a quick kiss. I giggled, and stepped back. He pulled jumped inside the tree house. He grabbed my waist, and I turned around wrapping my arms around him.

“Hey love birds, let’s eat,” Dean said holding up the peanut butter.