first things first i would like to shout a big I TOLD YOU SO at the universe because the changkyu duet of my dreams happened

and it happened in ENGLISH

and they sang to a FAN

i was literally (and i don't use the word literally very often) choking and gasping for air when i found out

and then when i watched a fancam and changmin looked right at the camera i almost fell out of my chair. instead of falling out of the chair i squeaked really loudly and made my parents very concerned.

anyways i'm glad SM saw the light and decided to make it happen because what a glorious duet that was, am i right or am i right

secondly i think i've changed a lot personally, as you might be able to tell from my typing style

(actually i shouldn't assume any of you guys are reading this- it's been more than half a year, i believe. who knows what has changed?

but i'll write on anyways, if only for the purpose of self-reflection)

i've been on tumblr a lot

a lot may actually be an understatement- i practically live on there now

i think i've grown a bit more mature? maybe? but i'm definitely not as innocent as i was last year, and i've grown out of a few things

sadly, kpop seems to be one of them, with the exception of dbsk and kyuhyun

my heart has held on to those six for some reason, but hey, i'm not complaining

any fics i was in the process of writing will probably be left unfinished, not only because things have changed but also because i was an idiot and accidentally deleted my gmail account that held the google docs for the rest of my stories

who even does that wtf i'm so dumb :(

on the bright side, i did manage to pull my gpa up and ended with a 4.0 oh yeahhhh

so there you go, my hiatus was not completely useless lol

if we used to be friends last year/ however long ago i was last on here, and you're reading this, send me a message or something! i'd love to catch up with you guys. (:

(this was supposed to be longer but my new typing style apparently makes me adverse to writing in paragraphs so i figured i'd spare you all the pain of reading a hundred lines of text and just end it here lol. it's not like i have that many important things to say or anything.)

and with that, i'm going to go back to doing my homework

bye!