again. i dunno im glad or not. im not rly feeling it still. its so weird not seeing him with them. i know its not the first time they performed with missing members, but this time, its worst. kiki has missed a few perfs before i know... and HS might not be my bias... but even so, i still love them all almost equally. wrong. i love them all equally, becasue BEAST withput any one of them will not be BEAST anymore. i might sound like im being dramatic, but idc.

im glad though. the boys seemed to be standing strong, im relieved. i would never wish these things on another being, and being an idol makes it harder for them too, with everything they do in the spotlight. but with b2uties and beast, he'll be able pull through. hwaiting, Jang Ten!

i realised he has a lot of nicknames today after watching them and i recounted. JS, Jang Ten, 4D prince, Rancho, Ranzart, Ten Ten, and some others i cant rmb now.. lolx.. soo cute. may they all be as cute and lovable as always. :D stay strong, B2UTY and BEAST!