hi everybody...

I dont know what to say...

but maybe this is my last blog here...

and maybe this is my last time to talk to you all...

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I will have a ing exams for one week, and I have to leave aff for one week...

Ive decided that I will comeback surely after that exams...

but today, someting very bad happened to me...

sorry that I cant tell you guys...

only a few people here knows that...

I dont wanna make you guys troblesome with my freaking problem...

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my mom said she will take my phone and pc if I get bad scores...

I tried to study so hard, so that I will still can connect to everybody in aff...

but....

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something horrible and hurtful happened...

it crashed my heart..

broke it into pieces..

crashed it hardly like a big storm..

killing me slowly from inside..

made me cry the whole day..

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so I decided..

I wont come to aff again..

even if I get best scores in my exams..

even if I get the best scores among hundreds students in my school..

even if my mom buy me a new shiny pc or phone..

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I still wont come...

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No...

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I wont come...

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Never...

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I write this blog to say separation words to all of you, my dear friends..

thanks for everything..

thanks for everything..

thanks for everything..

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and for my aff family that I loved more than anything..

come on, dont cry...

youre not a baby anymore..

keep smiling..

and move forwards..

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I love you all..

Aku mencintaimu..

Saranghae..

Aieru..

Ich Liebe Dich..

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goodbye