Like seriously. I have a problem. I'm so fickle it's not even funny. And homecoming is really early for me. October Sixth which is crazy because by the third day of school, so many people were asking others out for homecoming. I don't think I'll have a date for homecoming this year or next year, next year is my senior year, crying. But, this is not about me being dateless for homecoming. It's about the fact that I'm so fickle!

So there's this boy. And he has a twin. Problem? Nahh, they're both really gorgeous. WHICH IS THE PROBLEM. Both of them are AMAZINGLY GORGEOUS. The one I see more often is the shy one though. So I see him more often because he takes the bus. Don't ask me why they don't take the bus TOGETHER. They always seem to be near each other. 

And oh my gosh. Oh my gosh, I finally started talking to them. I mean, I was so shy, the twins, lemme just call them Tweedledee and Tweedledum, we were friendly with each other, last year. They started going to the school, second half of the year and half of the time I'd leave my seat because there wasn't room for them. Being the person I am, I got up and left. I felt bad that they didn't have a seat. They were new and they weren't really comfortable speaking English. (My table is the Asian table, mostly Koreans sat there.) So yeah. And then the other half, I was a nice kid. I waved, smiled whenever I saw them and it was just okay. Tweedledee and Tweedledum were nice and waved and smiled whenever they saw me.

Which is probably why I love guy's smiles. Because Tweedledee has the MOST BEAUTIFUL SMILE EVERRR. His eyes curve into crescent moons and his actual smile is adorable. <33 I fall in love with people's smile. 

Tweedledum, he's just adorable. During lunch, I was dancing to Mr. Taxi and he was dancing too, adorable, I was having a poker face on though. But oh my gosh, so adorable. He's the one I walk to the buses with. And I'm scared that I bug him because he doesn't say much. But I really am excited to become closer with him. Like, I WANNA BE HIS FRIENDDD AND STUFF. Because sure, he's attractive, but yeah. The guy is sophmore who is older than me by exactly a month. Like what. How does this work out? If you made it this far, you amaze me. OKAY, BYEEE.