Letters...

It's September 21, 2012 at 5:46PM :) 

 

Dear You-Know-Who-You-Are, 

I don't even know why I'm doing this. Nope, it's not a confession, it's sort of something I want to get off my heavy shoulders. >.<

We're in health together. And...we sit near each other. First, it was the first 3 weeks of school before Mr.Roberts came back, and now he's back; we're still sitting near each other. I guess your last name is P or the letters the are after mine; n. xD Anyways, we sit near each other, a row apart. But we're pretty close. 2 steps and bam, we're in front of each other. 

It's kind of sad how you gotta face the truth and accept it. You know, the fact that you're taken and I don't even know why I like you. I mean, I feel weird. Liking someone who's taken. But then, it's kind of like placing myself in the shoes of my friend, who last year liked a guy who has a girlfriend and they were all happy. Maybe I should be like her, not caring about it. But then, what if I suddenly get in between? 

I hope this doesn't turn all depress. I meant this to be "just saying". 

I remember some moments when we kind of interact. Haha. We never talked, because obviously, we don't really know each other. But we DO each other's names. I know your name, and you know my name. How did I find out you know my name? Well, remember yesterday when Mr.Roberts was trying to pronounce my name and I told him? And I had to repeat it 3 times? Lol. I saw you mouthing it too. You were looking directly at me, I mean most people were. But you were like "ThuyVy", I can read lips sometimes, you know that right? 

And then, there was yesterday again, when Mr.Roberts told you to collect papers and you suddenly looked straight at me. Like I said that instead of him. And after I gave you the stack of papers, you looked at it...were you thinking that I put my paper on the top? Well, too bad, it was on the bottom. Haha. you couldn't see how I spell my name, and what score I got huh? :) 

There was also a time, yesterday in the beginning of class, where I walked towards the hall and saw that you came already. Haha. Everyone was looking at the kid who was banging on the door, and telling him to stop and wait for Mr.Roberts to open the door. :) And then when I entered, you planned to sit at your usual seat, which was next to mine, but then I moved up and your friend was sitting at the desk that was next to mine. And you looked and saw that, and told your friend "Dude, move" and then you sat there. Now, we're next to each other! 

11 minutes has already passed. 

Mr. Roberts was taking attendance and at the same time, telling us where to sit. He was telling everyone that the seating chart was based on our last names, in alphabetical order. Right then, I knew we were next to each other again. Heheh(: When I stood up so that another person could sit, you stood up with me. For some reason. Mr.Roberts didn't even call you yet and you stood up, looking back at me. 

So after him trying to say my name, he told me I was in the 2nd seat of the row you used to be in. Then everything flowed again and then he called your name. And pointed to the desk that was like this; \ to mine. Which was, in the row next to mine, and it was the first desk. Everything went nicely and I guess that day was fun for me, because there was a lot of "moments" between us. Aha. 

There were a lot of funny moments. Like when you tried to copy your friend, Fransico, and failed. XD And when you were beatboxing. Lol. And you made duck noises like Onew! OMG, I was laughing in my head. And you would always flip your hair. It's like you were Leeteuk. Flipping your hair 24/7. 

Overall, I'm writing this just to say, I think I like you, and my friends are saying that I like you but inside, I'm kind of confused. Maybe I should like him..or the other guy. 

I don't know. I hope I get this fixed. I hope we can at least be friends. Hahaha. You're really dorky. ^^v

My origional letter here says "Overall, I'm writing this to say, you're my new bias =)" but I found that too cheesy so I made a different ending. 

Maybe if we know each other a little more, I can tell you a bit about this. :) And I hope this year in health, will be fun. ^^ 

Ohhh anddddd...that friend of your called me "odd" -.- 

And I saw you playing basketball today! You looked so coool. Lol. You're like super tall! XD I hope I don't sound like a creeper. o.o 

Also, I remember when your friend, Fransico, was all making fun of my name saying like "Tweety" or something like that, to you and instead of laughing, you just looked at him talking while Amelia, the girl infront of me was cracking up. I guess you didn't find that funny, or you didn't laugh because it was not nice? Whatever it was, I guess I should say thanks for not laughing? :) But don't worry, I didn't take that seriously. I mean, a joke is a joke. Right? Please, it wasn't that offensive or whatever. Most of my friends call me "Tweety" anyways.

And I also remember yesterday when Mr.Roberts was dismissing your row first. You grabbed your stuff and waiting like right behind my row. And then when Mr.Roberts dismissed my row, I walked towards where you were. To Leave. And you finally looked at me and then walked out with your friends. Aha. I'm thinking you were waiting? Our that's just my imagination. 

Anyways, this is gonna end now. If you ever read this...then I guess you know how I feel now. (Edited at; 8:21Pm)

Sincerely, Tweeeee Veeeeee! I hope you learn that and say that right. xD♥

 

And to my dearest friend, Nat;

Heyyyloo dearest unnie! :D If you read all of that, I hope you won't tease me about that. I was just...in deep thoughts? Lol. That Chase dude of yours, is okay. A-OKAY! ^^ And I'm still laughing about how you said 
"Let's go confess!" when I showed you him. Did I tell you his name? If I didn't, I will when I text you. xD Oh and, speaking of text. Did you see my text? About Martha saying he's hideous? Well, she said that! D: And you saw him and you said he's cute! XDD Oh and, I told Liz and she said he's cute and tall. Lool. XD Of course. I'm gonna go watch TTBY now :) Byeeeee! TEXT ME♥ 

 

Finished at 6:21PM...
 

Oh and, if you couldn't imagine what our desks were like, I'll show you. 

Old Seating...

Him|Space|Me.

NOW...

Him|Space|Desk

Desk|Space|Me. 

 

 

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onew--condition
#1
omg LOL this is so fricking adorable~ ;u; airgha;rghoiradhg;reag
I LOVES YOU SO MUCH FOR SAYING THIS~
yangyos
#2
"Well, remember yesterday was Mr.Roberts was trying to pronounce my name and I told him? And I had to repeat it 3 times? Lol. I saw you mouthing it too."
D'AWWWW. Started smiling so hard at that :) best of luck to you! Go get him ;) HAHA jk.
naue523 #3
awww... keyopta!
AsianCookiex3
#4
Awww saeng's got a crush~! ^^ Good luck~! ^^