Sorry guys. Yesterday when I was waking up, I turned my neck towards the right to stretch when suddenly the opposite side of my neck cracked. Damn stupid argh! D; I really thought it was my last day on earth because the pain was unbearable. I was even starving 'cause I couldn't move without erupting into my tears. It just hurt so bad. My eyes even got screwed. It got blurry for a while.

I had a reflexology done and it got a bit better, but I'm still worried what if I damaged something permanent (it's near the cervical spine, the spot where I felt the crack) and you know how I've been carrying and dealing with this stupid left collarbone dislocation for years now 'cause surgery is too risky. I'm really scared this time 'cause my body feels extremely out of whack and I've been banned to be in front of the computer for long periods of time. So that means, no writing for now.

I'm going to get an X-Ray later and visit a Chiropractor to see if they could help me with the "twisted vertebrae" feeling and also try my hand again at getting my spine straightened and the dislocated collarbone to be popped back in place. Orthopedic doctors already proved to be pointless since they're so eager to open me up despite the chances of me dying =.=

Can't even turn my head without hissing in pain and it feels like my head's too heavy for my neck to support ever since yesterday. See ya again soon.

Special thanks by the way to my bb-ah, pinklovestone whose been very helpful to me in my time of pain and nervewracking anxiety attack T__T I love you so much bb and thank you. I don't think I even got through yesterday if it weren't for your help ;___; I was already really freaking out.