2NE1's new song.
*sigh* Just skip past this, you really don't need to read. I don't know where else to blog about it. Tumblr? No, followers will think I'm an attention . Facebook? If I want to die. Aim statuses? haha, no.
Every. Single. Line. Of. That. Song. Is. My. Life.
I hate feeling like I'm so....ugly. Like I'm a piece of waste here. Like I have no use, and I'm just bothering everyone. I hate it. I really wish I could just end all this negativity. And then when people try to pinpoint you out. As if they understand what you're going through.
Everything I do makes me feel like a nuissance. LIke I should just .. quit.
Who am I kidding? I won't make it anywhere. I won't get discovered. I won't make it into an Ivy League. I'm not going anywhere.
And it just makes me feel so.. pathetic. I hate it. I hate feeling inferior.
I hate it all.
I hate having to smile.
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