the melon'snote. 

guilt trip —

ok. firstly, YOU GUYS WHO KNOW MY RELATIVES OR SIBLINGS, DO NOT MENTION THIS TO THEM. luckily my sister's not my aff friend

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ok, so..  i have this friend. uhm.. kindergarten friend. We knew each other since we were 5. i think.
Okayy, so this friend of mine likes me. He likes me. Ever since we were 5, and kept on asking me to be his girlfriend.
And I kept on telling him that we were too young, but this friend of mine, let's call him "gun".
LOL RANDOM GUN.
So, "gun" had a crush on me since we were 5, and he would always tell me that he liked me, but i kind of.. uhh.. rejected him. 
But after that rejection, he still kept on asking me to be his girlfriend. And of course, I kept on rejecting him.
Wouldn't you feel irritated?
Now, the thing is, i still contact him. And every single day he would whatsapp me

"Hi." 
"Goodmorning." 
"How was your day?" 
"Good night." 

Every single day. And of course being me, I got really irritated. So I don't reply his messages.
But even if I don't reply, he keeps on texting me. 
You would now be like "AWWW SO SWEET" but no.
It gets irritating as heck.
Now the thing is, I went for tuition classes, AKA extra classes to improve your subjects, just now.
And my tuition teacher is a friend of "gun's" mom.

So "gun's" mom told my tuition teacher of what was troubling her.
She said that "gun" was doing really badly in his studies, and he even got suspended in school.
we're not in the same school btw.
He got in trouble with the principal a few times because he fought, as in physically fought (i think) with his rival. This rival of his is his ex-girlfriend's current boyfriend. I heard that if he sees his ex with her current boyfriend, he gets really angry, thus getting into a fight.  

We are all 12 years old, mind you.

And the the thing that is troubling me starts here. 

He has not been doing his homework, lying to his mother that he does not have homework and he plays his PSP or sleeps or watches TV,
basically slacking.
And especially when our final exam is coming up in 2 weeks time, for once I'm really worried about him.
He was fine last year, and he was one of the most smartest friends i have.
His results have dropped drastically this year, and he had failed his recent test,
and I'm really worried on how he'll do for the final exam.
This final exam in singapore determines which school you'll move on to next year, also to show what kind of future you'll have.
He was aiming for a really good school : Raffles Institution.
But now I'm afraid that he won't be able to reach the target that is required.
I'm really worried about him. He might go to one of the average schools.
And I'm worried if I'm the cause of his problem.
I was not replying his texts.
Now I'm guilty.
As much as I find him quite clingy and irritating, i consider him as one of my close friends, and I'm really concerned about him.
I'm worried. I want to help him with his studies.
Is there anything i can do to help him?
I was thinking that replying his messgaes wouldn't be such a good idea as he'll get distracted and won't focus.
hurhhh.... eottokhae..
i'm really worried.
I almost cried when i heard this.
I think he was peer influenced.
Mixing with the wrong people, that's why he doesn't give a damn on studies.
help.