Suicide Awareness (Please Read)

I'll appreciate if you read this.

Okay guys, not many people know this, and it's kind of upsetting, but today (Sep 10) is suicide awareness day and until the 15th it's Suicide awareness week. To show support, people write "love" on their wrist and/or wear yellow. The reason I really like today is because I have been through it. I have wanted to commit suicide, I took extra pills, I cut myself, I know what it's like to be there. I know what it's like to feel so lost and confused and just wanting to talk to someone, anyone. This is mainly the reason that I love to write, it's because I want to help someone that's there. I want people to memorize that one line in something I wrote and be like "This right here makes me feel better." That's also the reason why I listen to Kpop, it has saved my life. I also want my readers to know that if you want to talk about something, I'm here. Don't think it's awkward cause if you need to just write me a book about why you're upset or how you're feeling and just spill everything, I'll read it through, everything. Even uality sometimes is the cause, and I would know. When I realized I liked girls, I thought there was something wrong with me and I was in denial. But when I came to realize that it doesn't matter what gender you like, I felt better. I came out to my family, who are Korean/White, they were very supportive. So if you guys are being bullied, feel insecure, feel no one cares, think nothing matters, your uality, I'm here if you guys need to talk. There are also SO many advice blogs on Tumblr, and if you read through it, you'll see that you're not alone. But please, please, please talk to me if you need to. Don't think about killing yourself, it's never the answer.

Stay Strong and Carry On.

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chibi14 #1
this really made me feel alot better. i was feeling so down, i felt like on one would care at all untill i read this. thank you so much for posting this. (im crying so hard right now)
g_helloimcl #2
Thanks for making me feel better... I felt much better after reading ur post. Wrote 'LOVE' on my wrist too ((:
xhaira06
#3
Well I reached the time of my life that I really wanna kill myself coz I feel like i'm useless and me family dont want me at all but I would really love to talk to you and ask some advice even now I feel so hurt coz they cant accept me of what I am and what I look kpop is my only true friend (ithink?) and it hurts to feel like that :(
MintGum
#4
I totally support you and this week. I went through a set of feeling like that before where i showed everyone that i was perfectly fine but whenever i was alone i felt like killing myself,hurting myself and even bleaming myself for everything. i tried changing my personality entirly so that others woul like me. But thanks god i found support from my best friend and my teacher who helped me throught it. And also god who showed me the way through my troubles. Suicide is never an easy way out i no that because im still alive and expriencing so much more to life,so much more of myself. Writing is a way to create an exciting scene for me a way to express surpressed emotions. And i really appricate you posting this,and it was really brave of you to explain your story im glad to feel like im not the only one who went through times like that. God bless you and those you all are going through or have went through such harsh thought such as suicide.
wildvampire
#5
U know I will never commit suicide but there are many things hurting me and breaking me down I sometime dont know myself anymore