UPDATE: She didn't do it guys! OH THANK GOD! You don't know how relieved I am! Nonetheless, I meant every word I said so go ahead if you want to read it.

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Um... Well, last night something shocking happened on tumblr and well, I don't really know. It's just something that's bigger than me, or us really. This girl well... I'm pretty sure she commited suicide and well, I really don't know what to say...

Well, it's not like I knew her but I just can't help but feel numb. Like my friend Zoe said a life is a life and we should protect it.

A life is precious. I've thought about committing suicide plenty of times myself but, never actually tried to do it. The fact that this girl felt she had ABSOLUTELY nothing to live for, well, it's sickeningly sad.

Some say that suicide is coward or, that suicide is somehow “selfish” but what really is coward and selfish is ing up somebody's existence to the point they want to commit suicide whether it's by ignoring them or by making fun of them. It doesn't really matter, either way it hurts.

People who commit suicide usually do not seek for help and that's what the problem is. They're fine with pretending they're alright and try to cope with things until they can't handle them and give up.

I felt like nobody cared, barely anyone cared, it makes me feel mad but powerless at the same time.

Just the thought of losing someone I feel that is close to me hurts me, even if your my internet friend; I care about you. You know I really do.

Seeing how the girl's friend was worried as hell, saying that she'd been crying and that she didn't know what she will do if she did do it, it's heartbreaking.

And it's not like those ‘please help her she says she wants to kill herself’ type of things where you can actually do something. It's the fact that dhe didn't tell anyone anything and just like that disappeared.

So I don't know, most likely I'm not even making sense but I just really kind of wanted to let things out and maybe people always say this but whenever you really, really want to let things out, even though I'm not that good with advice, I'm willing to hear you and try my best to give you the advice you need.

Well, that is all, continue with your day.