Annyeong~~

So today...

umm..

heheh..

er?

sorry, i'm having a mental-breakdown right now.. 

:/

i've told you about my ex-crush, right?

now i wanna share with you what happened today. hehe. 

in english class, when we were doing summary, my close firend suddenly asked me ,

"will you believe it if he still likes you?"

"what?"

"will you believe if he still likes you?"

i looekd at her for a second and said,

"No."

cause i know that wont happen. :') 

then she told me she hv sumthin' about him that she couldnt tell me, coz she promised that someone not to tell me. 

well, at first i shrugged it off.

then i grew curious..

so i asked her..

she told me that about sumthin' that she knows is just a lie

"you still like him, right?"

i didnt answer her question LOL. 

i asked her again and again. 

finally she said it.

"he asked where are you when we were going to ICTL,"

"when was it?"

"umm.. tuesday,"

(i came super early LOL. not that early. we were late so i dont want to be more late)

y'know what i was thinking?

him. 

all the time in English class. :(

yeah i sound pathetic but i cant help it.

I almost believe what my friend said but..

there were more than 1 proofs to show that he likes my classmate. 

Nahh.

Maybe I still like him, but i'm not gonna show it to anyone. even to my close friends too. 

Hahah.

For what, right?

There's no reason to stay loyal to him when he already have someone else. :/

I feel like singing to Dalmatian - Hurt Me ~~~ 

But sometimes, when we truly like/love someone, we'll still like/love that someone no matter what.

and sometimes, when we keep hurting ourselves from liking/loving that someone, shall move on.. let them realize how much more you worth you are from them. ;)

LOL.

i'm sorry for the crap above

i dont know what to say~ XDD 

anyway, 

i know deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep in my heart i still have a little crush on him.

just a little LOL.

well, it's normal for someone to still care for her ex-crush. pssh. nonsense. dont mind me. 

haihh.

better get going..

i'm not updating today,

got no mood because of certain someone who loves to argue. :'( 

sorry guys ~~ 

we'll see each other again ! c:

with love,

ahrin ~ <3