I was talking with my friend about Jongkyung couple and it lead us to the boyfriend subject. So I told her about the last "boyfriend" that I ever had 2 years ago. He was the first one but not my first love. And the funny thing here is our relationship couldn't last for a month! It just last for almost a month. I knew that it wouldn't work out so I asked him to break up(I just like him that time, not love yet). And you know what? He BEGGED me to stay. I know that hurted him so I asked to be friend with him(he was my classmate by the way). But no, he couldn't accept the fact so he kept on begging me. That jerk, he just thrown away the chance I gave him. He PISSED.ME.OFF. That was really annoying. He kept on begging me for about 2 months so I can't take it and wrote these to him. 2 songs! I got hyper! I'm bashing him through songs and I wrote 2! I really feel good that I wrote out these 2 songs to tell him about my feeling. I really love these songs. LOL.

    P/S : I love music too much that I broke up with him by song LOL! It was Hush Hush by The Pussycat Dolls. It just came out that time and the lyrics suit me so I chose that song

First one : Not genie (Don't tell me your wish)

Don't tell me what you want
I just can't make it come true and I'm tired of this
Always come around,don't you ever see it?
That's not what I want.I'm not your genie ya, dreamy ya, genie ya

Always tell me "I don't like it", yeah
And "I think like that will not be good"
Always wear the face like you have no emotion
Always tell me "I don't like your friends"
And you said "I hate your idols". Then
all I need to do is telling you the true

That's right. I've never loving you,I've never did it
With a guy like you, I know that it's true
We're not belong together you know that too
I break up with you

Don't tell me what you want(I'm not your genie,boy)
Don't tell me what you need(Not genie for your world)
Don't tell me what you wish(Not genie for your dream)
Yes, I hate what you wish(Not genie for your wish)

Don't tell me what you want
I'm not coming back to you and I will never do
I won't do that because I hate to be with you
Don't you begging me. I'm not your super star, shining star, super star

You are so weak,there's no need to cry
And right now you're being like a child
With that type of guy I don't think I will come back
You told me that "I will wait for you"
But you are already know my rules
Don't you be my tail, don't be my biggest fan

That's right. I've never loving you, I've never did it
With a guy like you, I know that it's true
We're not belong together you know that too
I break up with you

Don't tell me what you want(I'm not your genie,boy)
Don't tell me what you need(Not genie for your world)
Don't tell me what you wish(Not genie for your dream)
Yes, I hate what you wish(Not genie for your wish)
Don't tell me what you want

DJ. Put it back on

That's right. I've never loving you, I've never did it
With a guy like you, I know that it's true
We're not belong together you know that too
I break up with you
Don't tell me what you want

I'm not loving you, I'm not your music(I am not your fantasy, I'm not your fantasy)
I'm not loving you, you make me so sick(I am not your genie, boy, I am not)
I'm not loving you, I'm not everything(So don't tell me what you want, don't tell me what you need)
of you or some one(I am not your genie, boy, I am not!)

Don't tell me what you want(I'm not your genie,boy)
Don't tell me what you need(Not genie for your world)
Don't tell me what you wish(Not genie for your dream)
Yes, I hate what you wish(Not genie for your wish)
Don't tell me what you want(I'm not your genie,boy)
Don't tell me what you need(Not genie for your world)

And this is the second one : I don't care

Hey playboy, it's about time and your time's up
I had to do this one for my girls you know
Sometimes you gotta tell them "I don't care"
That's the only way you boys learn

Oh~ oh oh oh oh oh. 2NE1
Oh~ oh oh oh oh oh. 2NE1

I'm writing this song to tell one thing that you better better leave me now
You've been making me feel so sick
And worried 'bout just one thing
When will you leave me alone huh boy? Oh oh oh

Don't you ever dare to call me your girlfriend
Because I am not and I won't be. I will make it right
I have never meet you boy
I have never see you boy
And I have never love you oh boy. Oh oh oh

Did you ever think 'bout things you have did for me?
I think none of that could make me happy. Do you really care about me?
No~ no~

I don't care, and I won't care
I don't know you and I have nothing to do with you. I wanna beat you
Cuz I hate you. And I will never ever gonna meet you up

Cuz I don't care eh eh eh eh eh
I don't care eh eh eh eh eh
Cuz I don't care eh eh eh eh eh
I don't care eh eh eh eh eh
Boy I don't care

I'm singing this song to tell just one thing that I'm sick I'm sick of you oh yeah
Boy, you need to grow up right now
And may be just leave this town
I don't care please just get the hell out. Oh oh oh

I don't know why you can call that thing is love
It is so stupid boy and I don't think you get it right
There's reason that I will blame
For you if you call my name
Make me angry when thing's still the same. Oh oh oh

Did you ever call me once in just a day?
I think you have never did that. And did you ever say "I love you" oh baby yeah~
Oh~ no~

I don't care, and I won't care
I don't know you and I have nothing to do with you. I wanna beat you
Cuz I hate you. And I will never ever gonna meet you up

Cuz I don't care eh eh eh eh eh
I don't care eh eh eh eh eh
Cuz I don't care eh eh eh eh eh
I don't care eh eh eh eh eh
Boy I don't care

I just still don't understand what do you want me come back for
Like I have said I hate it and I can't take it anymore
I don't want to leave you alone but you are just so crazy
Just look at yourself and think bout things you have did for me

Now in my eyes you're just one of those bad boy
You can see that right now I'm just being a bad girl
Don't you ever think about getting closer
Look at you, you are big loser
Don't you see it is all over?
I can see that nothing is getting better

Now clap your hands with this

I don't care, and I won't care
I don't know you and I have nothing to do with you. I wanna beat you
Cuz I hate you. And I will never ever gonna meet you up

Cuz I don't care eh eh eh eh eh
I don't care eh eh eh eh eh
Cuz I don't care eh eh eh eh eh
I don't care eh eh eh eh eh
Boy I don't care

    Oh! I forgot to tell you about how we can get together. First, he know I like him but he didn't say anything. Second, when I admited with my bestfriend that I like him, she decided to help me by telling his friends. Now I know that he known it. But he still say nothing. Third, I braved up and ask him "What do you think about it?". It sound like I'm confessing with him right? But he pretended that he didn't know what I was talking about. I know he likes me too but he kept on playing with me untill the next day.

    So that relationship of me was like I confessed to him, I hold his hand(not HE hold my hands), I asked him to kiss me(not HE asked to kiss me) and I dump him(not HE dump me). Am I playing the role of a guy in relationship here? LOL! That make me laugh everytime I think about it. So tell me what do you think about this guy, or may I say, jerk?