2- Short story (any genre)

It gets overwhelming sometimes and sometimes you just forget... you forget about everyone else who is still there and how much they will hurt... 

You forget about the good memories as the bad ones cloud in, you keep everything to yourself not wanting to be a burden, but in honesty you need to talk. Your therapist tries to help but what do they know? Their easily deceived anyway. The nightmares get overwhelming as you remember the past.

Everything haunts you, it’s hard for losing someone so close to the anniversary of your parents and sister's deaths... so hard... you just wish for it to end you know, you just wish that you did what you planned and never opened your heart in the first place.

Visiting their graves had never been so hard; not that it hasn’t been hard before. But this time you’re alone unlike all the other times. The loneliness hits you suddenly, you just forget about everyone you do have.

You just have enough of everything, of the pain, of the tears, of the grief. So you go cold, you just freeze over in a frail attempt to heal. But in the end you’ll crack… and when you do…

You do decide to do something stupid, something you promised not to do… you try and do it anyway, but you crack more due to it. You never broke a promise before... and then blackness. It was nice, for once not to feel anything. But when it’s gone…

But you're sorry as you never planned to hurt anyone as to be honest... you can't understand why someone would even care about something so broken...

I’m sorry for being selfish…

I’m sorry for being stupid…

I’m sorry Appa, Umma, Sungmin, Jjongie, just everyone.

I don’t deserve to be forgiven.

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