Okay! So after four hours of the replay button at youtube (which felt goooooooooood btw. LOL), I'm here to tell you about how I felt while watching it.

First of all, while I was waiting for the MV to be released along with fellow VIPs at twitter, my condition was like:

I was having goosebumps even before the MV got released!!!

Then it finally came out......

(Dear Yoruichica, if you're reading this, I stole it from you....kekeke. Coz honestly, this was EXACTLY how I was at that time)

I waited....

and waited....... 

and waited......

and waited for it to buffer.......

The excitement became too much for me.. I was shaking so much that my limbs were getting numb. So i began to pace from one end of the room to another   while waiting for it to buffer

    (internet IS SLOOOOWWWW)

When it was done(after like FOREVER!),

I gulped.

Time to brace myself.

THIS IS IT!!

Honestly speaking, the way GD stared at the camera in ONE OF A KIND

sort of made my ovaries explode! LOL

Not to mention this particular teaser picture:

So, I expected the same feeling to come. And boy, it DID(when he was playing the bad guy, that is)!!!

But this hairstyle!!!

OMJIOMJIOMJIOMJIOMJI!!!!

I was like this all over again!!!! I was having goosebumps throughout the song!!

I just kept ogling at the thief of my heart, the love of my life in plain suits!! And the turtleneck made him look sooooo gooooood!!

I'm so happy to see him this way! No seeweeds, no funky colors, just black, white and grey. No 'a lot of chains dangling from here and there', no ripped clothes, no furry stuff . It doesn't mean I didn't like them. It's just I wanted to see him this way for once at the very least. 

Normal. Perfect.

I swooned.

My younger sister was like 'O_O What's wrong with ya dude?'

I couldn't speak. I couldn't. 

After several replays, I finally started to watch the video for real i.e. I tried to grab the storyline of it(which was becoming increasingly impossible 'cause with each replay I'd find a new gesture of GD and spazzzzz over it for next few seconds, missing the what happened next).

Thankfully, a BIGBANG fanpage at facebook updated the lyrics and I read it while listening to the song.

I was awestruck.

WOW!

Just WOW!

The lyrics touched the very core of my heart. It had so much pain unfused in it. It was as if I was feeling it myself.......

Then I watched the MV again for the meaning of the lyrics to take effect.

My thought regarding the MV after all these was that it was BEAUTIFUL. 

Jiyong's voice was beautiful. He looked beautiful. And the music video was beautiful. 

It is so different from his usual funky style. It was just beautiful.......

Throughout the MV I was like "Leave that girl and come to me!!" LOL

I fell in love all over again....*sighs*

SNAPSHOT SPAM:

*drools*

Am I the only one who thinks he looks like Kyuhyun here?? O_o

This made me breathless.........Ji in bathtub....... Can I scrub your back? By the way you need to get rid of that shirt first... >////<

Oh boy.......*gulp* I think something exploded....>////////<

*sighs*

Why am I in love with something unattainable?? Dang!

*sighs yet again*

My best wishes for you, Ji...